Sticks & Squares

Two more days!

And I'm flying off.. if i get my visa kekeke. Had my haircut this morning. I liked it very much although there's not much difference. My friends said I don't look like I cut my hair at all hehe but it's all about feel. Went to KLCC after that to meet my friends. Had lunch then watched 'My Lucky Star'. I like Tony Leung.
The movie was okay.. not bad la. During lunch saw BBGS juniors, who just collected their SPM results. I noticed none of them were crying so should be a good sign la. keke they just said 'not bad' when i asked about their results. heh what does that mean.

After movie went to Sony Wings to buy the pair of headphones I wanted. Asked the dude there and rupa-rupanya out of stock. So I kinda whined and the dood was like he go in and check lor. Then he come out say stock come this Friday after 7 p.m. Guess I'll go to KLCC after 7 this Friday then.. if I have the time.

Friends left at 5.45 and I had to wait for Mom who's gonna come at 9 so I watched movie alone for the first time!!!! Damn syok la the feeling I also donno why. Watched the 6.30 cat and mouse. Luckily the ticket guy game me good seat. Maybe he kesian see me alone kekeke. At the cinema got a couple on my right and an empty seat on my left then got another couple. Then they kept staring at me la maybe they never see ppl alone in cinema before or they thought I got ffk-ed by my bf coz beside me got empty spot. For unknown reasons, the couple on my left disappeared to god knows where. And the three people sitting in the row before me came and sat at the 3 empty spots beside me. Don't know coz that spot is good or coz they also kesian me hahahahahah. I preferred My Lucky Star. Hehe have to watch more cantonese shows before I return to Melb sniff. Bought the Ada Apa Dengan Cinta VCD.

Came home and started packing. Damnit got so many stuff to bring back and I still haven't bought my other stuffs I wanna bring back. HAHA SURE OVERWEIGHT WAN! WHY EVERYTHING DON'T GO MY WAY CIS!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: If you didn't like your new haircut, go cut again.

Midnight

and I'm biting my lips. HEE HEE coz got skin so I bite *stares*. For those who care, I haven't got my visa *grins*. Good news: I've got a flight seat. Bad news: the visa will be granted in approximately 5 days and I'M LEAVING IN 4 DAYS TIME WTFFFFFFFFFF I REALLY DON'T SEE HOW THINGS COULD WORK OUT IN THE END *relaxes*

Oh yeah, then there's my enrolment and subject choosing crap. I had to type a letter to authorize my stinking bro as my proxy so he helped me enroll and choose my subjects. He chose quantitative methods 1, accounting 1a, *scratches side of mouth* pbl and intro microeconomics. I don't really know what they are but I guess I could handle them *tee hee*. i hope accounting is easy. i hate methods why must i do it first semester that sucks AHHHHH!!!

Then there is.. uhh.. oh yeah Lin A Mah. Haha she moved to her apartment and I'm not even there to see her move. I feel so left out. I miss the 'pearl bubble milk tea' drinking session HAHA DAMNITS. DON'T GO TO KIMCHI GRANDMA'S ARGH!

HA! I also bought a lot of dvd games for my beloved ps2 which is now in melb JUST TO FIND OUT THAT IT CAN'T WORK COZ MY MOD IS OUTDATED *STABS ANYONE NEARBY* I'm so sad.. I was looking forward to a fun filled game playing year too sniff. This is so disappointing.... I think I'll go hang myself. Damn, the thread broke.

I'm so not in the mood to go back to melb.. neither am i in the mood to stay in kl. I.. I just wanna sit in one spot damnits *sits*. I'm gonna cut my hair again tomorrow. It's so damn thick and ugly!!! I haven't bought my bed eee!!! Have to sleep on the floor again. Dahlah my bro's place is colder inside than outside.. During winter time = die. My brain is not working again. I can't seem to focus on one thing. I don't think my post even makes sense. It jumps around.

I played Legend of Mana again. My psx is on for more than a week now. I'm so proud of it =) I have to sleep early tonight. Good night.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Go to bed early and consistently.

Hermit

That's what people describe me as.. apart from paranoid, ham sap, stalker, lunatic, and such. Anyway, Paul was saying that I keep insulting myself haha! ahahhaha!!! hahahahahaha!!!!!!! .. oh yeah so i thought i'd like, be more controversial but haha as if! Thus, to uhh.. insult myself less, i thought i'd put some positive stuff about myself.. KWA.

For those who actually noticed I wasn't online lately. That's coz I got my PSX to work.. but the memory card reader thingy is dead. So I was replaying Legend of Mana which is a fun game IMHO. And haha obviously I cannot switch off la.. I can, but I don't wanna. Left my PSX on and this is the 5th day. I'm impressed it isn't dead yet. I then decided to come online coz I haven't chose my subjects for my course coz I'm not in Melb lolol. Okay, not funney.

Here's my situation.. in a log:

[22:23] LazyJen says: hey yo
[22:23] Shade says: woi woi
[22:23] Shade says: hahaha
[22:24] LazyJen says: dim ar li?
[22:24] Shade says: i received your sms but no money to reply lolol
[22:24] Shade says: i will save it
[22:24] Shade says: WOI WOI
[22:24] Shade says: NO FLIGHT BACK
[22:24] Shade says: VISA HAVEN'T MAKE
[22:24] Shade says: HAHAHAHA
[22:24] Shade says: I'M SCREWED MAN
[22:24] Shade says: SCREWED!!!

[22:29] Shade says: just wanna ask
[22:29] Shade says: if it's too late to choose my subjects on the 3rd of march (Note: uni starts on 3rd of march)
[22:29] Shade says: or can i apply online? that's all
[22:29] Shade says: i'm going back on the 1st of march man! arriving at melb 2nd of march early morn
[22:29] Shade says: u can reply me later treat this as a mail ;)
[22:30] sunny says: that's cool
[22:30] sunny says: um
[22:30] sunny says: im not sure if it's too late to choose subjects by then...
[22:30] Shade says: oh noooooooooooo
[22:31] sunny says: did you get your visa?
[22:31] Shade says: i don't even know what i wanna choose omg
[22:31] Shade says: haha nope
[22:31] Shade says: not yet
[22:31] Shade says: jeez
[22:31] Shade says: i'm dead
[22:31] sunny says: um i mean for me, i didn't have any choice in choosing subjects but that's just because im doing double degrees so i don't have much space.. but straight commerce students have choice in choosing electives
[22:32] sunny says: lots of chinese commerce students do chinese for example because language worth more marks
[22:32] Shade says: okay.... is it possible to apply online? choose my subjects? can my bro choose for me? omg hahahaha i'm so fucking screwed godamnnit
[22:32] Shade says: ala i donno how to read chinese kekeke
[22:33] sunny says: your brother can ask university if he can do it for you
[22:34] Shade says: okok
[22:34] sunny says: when's your visa coming out?
[22:34] Shade says: wah so scary i wish i didn't take such risks just for excitement jesus christ!
[22:34] Shade says: i have no idea
[22:34] Shade says: i could query online i guess
[22:34] Shade says: but well the code is in my laptop
[22:34] Shade says: and i'm kinda lazy to check
[22:34] Shade says: *hides while sunny throws rotten eggs at me*
[22:35] sunny says: hehe
[22:35] sunny says: don't worry suzen...
[22:35] sunny says: you'll be alright
[22:35] Shade says: yeah
[22:35] Shade says: actually
[22:35] Shade says: from experience
[22:35] sunny says: im saying this because you will be ok no matter what
[22:35] Shade says: usually things go right in the end
[22:35] Shade says: HAHAHA
[22:35] Shade says: right!
[22:35] sunny says: yes
[22:35] Shade says: but well
[22:35] Shade says: what if my luck runs out!!!!
[22:36] Shade says: kekeke
[22:36] Shade says: my friends were calling me last night to wish me off to find out i'm not leaving
[22:36] Shade says: they're saying i'm crazy coz it's my future and all
[22:37] sunny says: yeah you gotta pay more attention to your future ;)
[22:37] sunny says: no one else could do that for you
[22:38] Shade says: hahaha
[22:38] Shade says: yeah i know
[22:40] Shade says: how was orientation?
[22:41] sunny says: orientation is ok
[22:41] sunny says: real o week starts next week
[22:42] Shade says: argh
[22:42] Shade says: i'm still here
[22:42] Shade says: argh
[22:42] Shade says: haha
[22:42] Shade says: did i miss anything so far
[22:42] Shade says: apart from suybjects
[22:42] sunny says: no
[22:42] Shade says: cool shite
[22:42] sunny says: you aren't going to miss anything suzen
[22:42] Shade says: haha
[22:42] Shade says: thx
[22:42] Shade says: yay
[22:42] sunny says: it's just silly stuff
[22:42] Shade says: even friends?
[22:42] Shade says: how are the students?
[22:42] Shade says: any hotties? :D
[22:42] sunny says: umm yeah you might miss getting to know people part
[22:42] Shade says: snifffffffffffffff
[22:42] sunny says: i haven't seen any hotties so that's another thing you wouldn't miss
[22:43] Shade says: just what i need no hotties
[22:43] Shade says: jesus christ! :P
[22:43] Shade says: well........
[22:43] Shade says: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[22:47] sunny says: it's almost 2 now
[22:48] sunny says: ill see you when you get back to melb...
[22:48] sunny says: ask your brother to help you with subject choice!
[22:48] sunny says: did your brother offer to help you?
[22:50] Shade says: i tried to call him but well
[22:50] Shade says: it's engaged but he isn't online!!
[22:50] Shade says: what an ass
[22:50] Shade says: i'm so angry :@
[22:50] sunny says: oh well
[22:50] sunny says: at least your brother's here to help you
[22:51] sunny says: think positive!
[22:54] Shade says: haha
[22:54] Shade says: my bro stinks ass man

[22:43] Shade says: haha see this
(pastes no hottie guys part)
[22:45] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: ok
[22:45] Shade says: NO HOTTIES
[22:45] Shade says: I'M SO SAD
[22:45] Shade says: *CRIES*
[22:46] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: hehehe..
[22:46] Shade says: =(
[22:46] Shade says: not funney
[22:46] Shade says: sniff
[22:47] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: y r u so sad dat no hotties?
[22:49] Shade says: i donno
[22:49] Shade says: hotties are like.......
[22:49] Shade says: .......
[22:49] Shade says: it's like...... u're in a desert..
[22:49] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: like??
[22:49] Shade says: and u're so thirsty
[22:49] Shade says: and suddenly u see a glass of water
[22:49] Shade says: ...
[22:49] Shade says: hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[22:49] Shade says: hotties = the glass of water.. refreshing i guess
[22:50] Shade says: omg that was lame
[22:50] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: hehehehe... i thought u never realised it
[22:51] Shade says: haahahahahahahaha
[22:51] Shade says: oh well
[22:51] Shade says: let
[22:51] Shade says: s just say
[22:52] Shade says: hotties = nice to look at..

SuZen- 2/22/200 11:15 PM hey
how's melb
Raymond 2/22/200 11:15 PM hahaha good ... i m here in ARROW heights ..
where u/
SuZen- 2/22/200 11:15 PM i'm here in KL

wanna know something scary about unimelb? one of my seniors she went to unimelb last year.. and she told me, 'if i'm not mistaken.. your bro is one of the best looking guys there *starts puking blood + innards + food* OMG!!!!!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: hehaheahea omg i'm so lame omg read that desert part lolol. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I hate my hair!

Yes I do! Damn hair. Make me bengang only looking at it everyday sheesh. I also hate my hairstyle. I wanna go cut my hair again before I return to Melb but don't know what style I want. Sometimes I just feel like pulling them all off but it would be painful and my scalp would be cold *shivers*

Craps aside, I had my medical examination today!!! I'm so impressed with myself. I didn't think I could manage it but I did! I actually got my ass out of the bed, to the shower, to the car, to the doc's! *applause* Did the eye thingy where you have to read the letters off the poster thingy. My left eye did pretty well but my right eye is pretty much screwed. I can't see the numbers from the 6th line down, confusing between 6,8,9 and 5 kekeke. Oh well. I also discovered the horrible truth about my height =( I really believed I grew taller but no, I had to shrink half a cm shorter than before *sniff* *tamparan hebat* *jumps on road* *dies*

The examination went okay except that I had some heart operation few years back and I didn't get a follow-up letter saying that there were no recurrence and the doc who operated me is on a 3 month break now so I'm crossing my fingers. Hopefully the Australians will accept the outdated letter I had. I WANT MY VISA BY THIS WEEKEND CMON!!!

Ehr.. I went to pee and I forgot what I wanted to write next so nvm. I think I'll end my blog here since I'm feeling lazy anyway. I might update later when I remember. I think I'll go clip my nails.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't count your cms before they're measured.

Itchy eye + burning ulcer

Kekeke I was thinking of a title when my eye itched and I was biting an ulcer in my mouth to make the pain worse. Went to dad's office today to print my health forms coz my ass printer was out of ink *snorts*. He gave me the 100 CD-Rs I requested for + two bottles of herbal medicine I did not request for but wouldn't mind accepting them since they might help me with my studies kekeke.

I passed him my list of PS2 games and softwares which I wanna get. He reviewed it and asked me if I planned to study at all in Melb =P Anyway, we're gonna get the games this Sunday =D Went to the Kodak shop nearby to take my pic for the health forms. This time I managed to look like half a druggie instead of a 100% druggie which is how my bro describes me whenever I took any express photos. It's not my fault I've got panda eyes coz I get more than enough sleep (more than 8 hours a day) and I've got white lips although I've got this habit of biting my lips like a paranoid maniac. If you see ever see a girl in public with a fist pushing her lips while biting her lips with concentration and glaring at nothing in particular, chances are: it's probably me. You can then come and say 'Hi SuZen. I thought that freakish lip biting expression of yours seemed familiar'. I think I just did a good job promoting myself. Jeez.

Ah yes, I'd like to declare that the time has come for me to wear glasses/spectacles/whatever or so I think. Yeap people always wondered how I got by without wearing specs for 18 years but I guess my luck is finally out. I've been suffering from headache and neckache for the past 2 weeks and I suspect it's because of my constant sitting in front of the monitor screen without looking away for a few seconds and also late night reading with minimum light. Although I can still see things from afar/anear (okay i know there's no such word as anear but you get what i mean) but I believe my sight has something to do with my headaches and eyeaches.. OMG i even have backaches!

Maybe the doc can check my eyes for me while I'm doing my medical examination thingy tomorrow. I can't seem to multi-task anymore.. I can't even think! It's like.. I think I'm going insane! And this time, I'm actually serious!! Whenever I try to think of something.. say, which side of the LRT station should I wait at to go to Dang Wangi station. There I was trying to imagine the LRT station when suddenly 3 other random thoughts just fly into my brain and I lose track of what I'm thinking and start eating. argh!!

And whenever I'm reading and my mom talks to me I get so angry and pissed off and start whining over nothing. I don't think it's PMS coz well, takkan PMS for the whole month. It's something more.. uhh influential than PMS but I don't know what. Then I've made really unexplainable mistakes like Body Shop = Body Wash, Carpark = Parcark, intimidating = intidimating, Purple Cane = Purple House, Lady's finger = Lady's flower, etc. It's like.. I'M NOT MEANT TO DO THIS KINDA MISTAKES AND WHAT'S WORSE IS THAT I SERIOUSLY WASN'T AWARE OF WHAT I SAID UNTIL PEOPLE POINT IT OUT OMGOGMOGMG *hysteria*

Then I go SMS-ing people with what I thought I had SMS-ed only to have them reply asking me what I meant. e.g: I msged a friend asking "what would you do without me" At least, that's what I thought I typed.. but he replied saying '"what would without u?" it's gettin 2 that time of nite when u make no sense"'. Eee what's wrong with me.. I think my end is near. I'm gonna die soon. I can feel it in my bones. Now I'm not even sure if I want to post this. It might lead to people knocking on my door and carrying me off to some Rumah Sakit Jiwa (place for people with mental problem). But how can I let something I typed just lame in a small corner of my HDD.. *takes deep breath* *clicks save*. Oh wait, I forgot the..

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Kekeke always buy extra ink cartridges in case your ink runs out during "important" moments.

Kekeke

Oh no! I've got this crazy addiction to the 'kekeke' laugh that I'm actually laughing like this in real life and even my cousins are imitating me. That's really sad kekeke (there I go again). I went to Genting yesterday with my relatives and just came back home =)

Logged on msn just to see:

Contrary to public belief, no, I did not bribe her into using that nickname. I was like 'wtf' as you can see kekeke. Then I came to this blog and read that Lin A Mah is in melb now which explains why Jenny's msn nickname says that. I guess they meant well but I can't help feeling that they're rubbing it in coz I'm the only one who's not in Melb yet *sniff*. DON'T GO TO KIMCHI'S GRANDMA WITHOUT ME OR I'LL RIP YOUR HEADS OFF!!!! RARGH! p/s: buy sub zero(s) to welcome me okay? thx kekeke

Anyway I'm kinda sorry to say that I've actually delayed my unconfirmed flight from the 18th to the 22nd to the 26th/27th/28th depending on whether they actually have a seat for me. That's because, as all of us would already know by now, I haven't applied for my visa and I uhh.. don't know when I'll actually get my visa so... kekeke *hides while friends throw rotten eggs at me*

Nothing much to say about my trip to Genting except it was okay. I used to have fun going to Genting but now, I just don't have fun anymore. No mood ler. I wonder if this is what the Internet made of me or.. I have actually matured *sound effects from audience*. Hehe actually there's one thing that happened which was exciting but I might get in trouble saying it here so nevermind.

I think I'll go print my health forms now. At this rate, I'd be really damn ass lucky if I did manage to get a visa at all.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't be like me when you grow up kekeke.

Posted by SuZen at 08:43 PM | Comments (104)

Ready to take off!!

yeah~~im on the way back to melb!!
i know everyone is expecting..
hehe
i was bored this afternoon..and tried to write some stupid stuff.
here they r

--say me a prayer
bring me some flower
nothing could be better
if ur my lover

--call me a beggar
lend me ur lighter
nothing could be better
if ur a smoker

--i am a painter
show me ur power
nothing could be better
if u r cooler

im sure suzen would call me a lamer
hahah..c u guys later

HEHAHEHHA =D

Yay my camera is alive! It's alive!!! It died for one day but it's okay. I'm so happy yay. But I don't wanna risk hurting it by trying to transferring any pics before getting my picture cradle. Lol haven't applied for my visa yet and I've just realised I'm going back in 7 days although flight not confirmed =P. That's so screwed man. Oh yayaya.. Paul reminded me of my old icq uin and I went to check it and like, this guy added me on icq ehhehe. This is the chat (i cut some parts out to make it shorter but still long):

Chat Participants: SuZen ,Hugo~Boss

<SuZen> hello
<SuZen> get what?
<Hugo~Boss> Let get here...
<Hugo~Boss> So, What u up to..?
<SuZen> nothing much
<Hugo~Boss> What fun u like to have..?
<SuZen> i'm uploading stuff for my frinends
<SuZen> i don't know i don't really have a life
<SuZen> and i don't really have fun either
<SuZen> lol
<SuZen> omg
<SuZen> i feel so sad now i think i'm crazy
<SuZen> =(
<Hugo~Boss> Why so sad..?
<Hugo~Boss> Heartbroken,...?
<Hugo~Boss> What u uploading..?
<Hugo~Boss> Pics...or MP3..?
<SuZen> no la i am not even in a relationship how to be heartbroken heheeh
<SuZen> pics
<Hugo~Boss> OIC....
<Hugo~Boss> WHat kind of pics..?
<Hugo~Boss> Why u so sad..?
<Hugo~Boss> Wanna share with me..?
<SuZen> i'm not sad don't worry
<SuZen> i just have this weird hobby of pretending to be sad you see
<SuZen> hmmm my pics? no i don't even know you
<Hugo~Boss> Wanna me to make u feel happy then..?
<Hugo~Boss> By the way, R u local..>
<Hugo~Boss> probably u can send me your pics then I can compliment about u..?
<SuZen> how can you make me happy?
<SuZen> yes i am local
<Hugo~Boss> TRUST me..! I won't sell your pics..!
<SuZen> no la i'm ugly got nothing to compliment about also lol
<SuZen> i know you won't sell my pics coz no one wants to buy it anyway
<Hugo~Boss> R u sure...
<SuZen> but i'm just afraid you might be a stalker wahahahahaha
<SuZen> coz i am one myself ;)
<Hugo~Boss> One what..?
<Hugo~Boss> For me to know, for u to find out....
<Hugo~Boss> Have u ever had any thought or wild fantsay before..? <-- haha weird shit
<Hugo~Boss> Fantasy...??
<SuZen> well my wildest fantasy is to be super ass rich and get my face posted in Times magazine and to marry a guy who is richer than me and handsome too and i have enough money to buy more than 20 ferraris <-- lol weirder shit
<SuZen> what's yours?
<Hugo~Boss> R u sure or not....!!
<SuZen> of course sure la
<SuZen> i lie for what
<Hugo~Boss> SO, Where u from..?
<Hugo~Boss> U still in High School or college...?
<Hugo~Boss> Probably I can judge by seeing your pics..!!
<Hugo~Boss> DOn't u trust me...
<Hugo~Boss> Want to forward to me...?
<Hugo~Boss> WHat happens...??
<Hugo~Boss> Wild Fantsay that's all only...!!
<Hugo~Boss> Do u go clubbbing.....
<SuZen> i'm from ...
<SuZen> KUALA LUMPUR
<SuZen> what about you?
<Hugo~Boss> Which part of KL..?
<SuZen> titiwangsa <-- tipu one
<SuZen> u?u?u?
<Hugo~Boss> Me..In Damansara Heights.. <-- i think he tipu too
<SuZen> oic.. i donno where is that haha! <-- was trying to make him explain where it is but plan failed
<SuZen> hmmm
<SuZen> i'm having my first year uni this year
<SuZen> what about you? how old are you?
<Hugo~Boss> Me...
<Hugo~Boss> I'm working in a Multinational Marketing company in TTDI....
<Hugo~Boss> Me..
<Hugo~Boss> 23 yrs...
<SuZen> what's the name of that multinational marketing company in TTDI? <-- mocking him but he didn't realise
<SuZen> yes i go clubbing but not in KL and not often
<Hugo~Boss> Okie..
<Hugo~Boss> Why not in KL but in PJ...!!! <-- wth!
<Hugo~Boss> Where the pics..?
<SuZen> i'll only give you my pic if you give me yours first!
<Hugo~Boss> Must be a very good dancer and seductive gals isn't...!! <-- bodoh
<SuZen> uhh i suck at dancing for one thing.. i only go to clubs to drink, look at handsome guys and move a little..
<Hugo~Boss> Let exchange together then....
<SuZen> i don't seduce people either or i would've gotten tons of boyfriends already
<SuZen> ok~ u send first
<Hugo~Boss> Let uploading together..!! <-- uhh
<Hugo~Boss> I'm kind of retrieving my pic which I scan last year..
<Hugo~Boss> Do u have one of the best of your's..?
<SuZen> no actually i look like shit in all my pics
<SuZen> but i'll try to look for the less shitty one la..
<SuZen> don't expect too much i am ugly okay
<SuZen> okay!!!
<Hugo~Boss> Never know....
<Hugo~Boss> Do u get it..!!
<Hugo~Boss> Beep! Beep! <-- goddamn beep
<SuZen> hi
<SuZen> i tried to get it but failed =(
<SuZen> pls send it to my hotmail. thx
<Hugo~Boss> What about u..?
<Hugo~Boss> Ever had it..
<Hugo~Boss> What about your pics..?
<SuZen> i will send after i receive yours
<Hugo~Boss> What u like to chat over here...?
<SuZen> i don't know..
<SuZen> have you had a girlfriend?
<Hugo~Boss> U decide then..!! <-- call me to decide then reluctant to answer
<SuZen> do you have one now?
<Hugo~Boss> Why girls like to ask this type of question..?
<SuZen> coz... we're curious people
<SuZen> and there's nothing more interesting than to know about a person's love life ;)
<Hugo~Boss> For u to know , for u to find out..!! <-- ...
<SuZen> cmon just tell me!
<SuZen> lalala
<SuZen> ew
<Hugo~Boss> What u like to know...??
<Hugo~Boss> What about u..??
<SuZen> i just wanna know if you have a gf now
<SuZen> and if u had a gf before
<SuZen> i don't have one
<Hugo~Boss> Just have one's be fore only...
<SuZen> how about now
<Hugo~Boss> NOPE...!!
<SuZen> why not
<SuZen> why did you break up
<SuZen> who dumped who?
<Hugo~Boss> No, Just.....
<Hugo~Boss> What your height and weight..!!!
<SuZen> i'll tell you that once u answer my questions
<Hugo~Boss> No, Just because she went to abroad...!!
<SuZen> oic
<SuZen> why didn't you go abroad too
<SuZen> you didn't send me your pic :(
<Hugo~Boss> Don't seem to be..
<Hugo~Boss> WHy....??
<Hugo~Boss> U curious to know anything else...
<Hugo~Boss> Ever had...
<SuZen> i am a very curious person that's the first thing you should know about me
<SuZen> hey where's your pic!
<Hugo~Boss> Wait a minutes..!!
<Hugo~Boss> Ever heard about Curiousity Kills...!!
<SuZen> the cat
<SuZen> not me i'm human
<SuZen> YOUR PIC YOUR PIC YOUR PIC YOUR PIC!!
<Hugo~Boss> Send it now..!!
<SuZen> no you send yours first!!
<SuZen> i promise u i will send mine after i receive yours ;P
<Hugo~Boss> Check it now..!!
<SuZen> okok
<SuZen> the server is too busy :/
<Hugo~Boss> Have u got it..!!
<SuZen> cannot open wor
<Hugo~Boss> Are u sure..!!
<Hugo~Boss> I attach it..!!
<SuZen> okok opening
<SuZen> don't worry
<Hugo~Boss> Where your's my dear..!! <-- goosebumps
<SuZen> attaching now
<Hugo~Boss> WHere your's...?
<Hugo~Boss> Beep! Beep!
<SuZen> releks
<Hugo~Boss> How to releks...!!
<SuZen> why cannot
<SuZen> i told u i'm not pretty
<Hugo~Boss> Where the pics..
<Hugo~Boss> U wanna releks togethers...!! <-- wtff
<Hugo~Boss> :P
<Hugo~Boss> Are u still there..!!
<SuZen> i sent!
<Hugo~Boss> Are u kind of busy...?
<SuZen> no i'm just lazy =P
<Hugo~Boss> Wow..!!
<Hugo~Boss> Are u from Penang or Perak..!!
<SuZen> KL la!!
<SuZen> i told u 1 million times already
<Hugo~Boss> U staying alone or with family...??
<SuZen> with family. you?
<SuZen> you're leaving?
<SuZen> it's coz i'm ugly isn't it?
<SuZen> i knew it!!
<SuZen> okay bye
<Hugo~Boss> Good Night...!!!Nope...
<Hugo~Boss> Can I chat with u tomorrow or my mobile at (censored)..
<Hugo~Boss> What else language do u speak..?
<Hugo~Boss> U are 18 isn't....
<SuZen> i won't come online tomorrow or anymore. i'm 19! <-- kekeke contradicts with this crap
<Hugo~Boss> Why..??
<Hugo~Boss> Do u miss to chta with me... <-- asif. make me headache only
<SuZen> and my mobile got no money so i can't call coz this stupid digi don't wanna update my credit
<SuZen> and i speak hokkien, malay, cantonese and mandarin but all sucks
<Hugo~Boss> Then we just have a sucks chat or session togethers...
<Hugo~Boss> Don't u think so... :)
<SuZen> hehehe maybe
<SuZen> okay bye since you have to go
<Hugo~Boss> Nope..
<Hugo~Boss> What in your minds tonight...!!
<Hugo~Boss> Wanna have ...
<Hugo~Boss> Sleep Tight and Sweet Dreams...!!
<Hugo~Boss> :P
<SuZen> =)
<SuZen> bye!
<Hugo~Boss> Is that enough or u want a good bye kisses..!! <-- !!!
<SuZen> umm
<SuZen> i don't think anyone would wanna give me a goodbye kiss so that's enough
<Hugo~Boss> really...
<Hugo~Boss> Or u demand or missing more....!! <-- !!!!!
<SuZen> mmm
<SuZen> nah
<SuZen> i'm not
<Hugo~Boss> feeling bored now or...
<SuZen> nope
<SuZen> i won't feel bored as long as i am online! :P
<SuZen> but my friend has got problems so i ahve to help =/ <-- tipu wan
<Hugo~Boss> Okie..
<Hugo~Boss> Sweet Dreams then..!!
<Hugo~Boss> Meet up with u other times...
<Hugo~Boss> Take Care..!!
<SuZen> okay
<SuZen> cya.. maybe <-- change to new uin lol

End Chat Session

p/s: While I was having a shitty time editing this chat, a friend of mine messaged me (1 is me):

[00:18] Beer-Dost says: ur born which month?
[00:18] 1 says: oct
[00:18] 1 says: why
[00:18] Beer-Dost says: okie jab
[00:19] Beer-Dost says: Loves to chat *Loves those who loves him *Loves to takes things at the centre *Attractive and suave *Inner and physical beauty *Does not lie or pretend *Sympathetic *Treats friends importantly *Always making friends *Easily hurt but recovers easily *Bad tempered *Selfish *Seldom helps unless asked *Daydreamer *Very opinionated *Does not care of what others think *Emotional *Decisive *Strong clairv
[00:21] 1 says: kekeke
[00:21] Beer-Dost says: true?
[00:21] 1 says: where u get
[00:21] Beer-Dost says: haiya get ler
[00:21] 1 says: *Does not lie or pretend *Sympathetic <-- false
[00:21] Beer-Dost says: haha
[00:21] Beer-Dost says: not true meh?
[00:22] 1 says: nop
[00:22] Beer-Dost says: the rest
[00:22] 1 says: u know it;'s not true
[00:22] 1 says: the rest ok la
[00:22] 1 says: haha

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: The weird people you meet online. Jeez. And it's not me being weird! JEEZ!!!! The only comfort I have is the knowledge that at least, I don't look weird.. I hope.

Neckache

Here's a brief summary of what I did since my last post =) Bought clothes and bags for uni, I hate shopping for clothes. Saw my Dad, wrote him a list of stuff I want him to get me before I fly off to Melb. They include PS2 games, softwares, mp3 player, picture cradle, portable burner, CD-Rs and CD-RWs. Can't think of anything else yet.. Oh I need a pair of headphones hehee I saw a damn ass cool one at Sony Wings.

Heh Tried out a liquid eyeliner on Saturday before an outing. HAHA I FARED WORSE WITH THE LIQUID EYELINER THAN WITH THE PENCIL EYELINER. This time I looked like I've been punched thrice and didn't sleep for a week =(
Stinking eyeliner rargh As usual I always apply these stuff last minute and Mei-Xia came to my house, resisted laughing in my face, politely told me i sucked, and said we were late.

Mom dropped us at Starhill Bus-stop but not before asking me what's wrong with my eyes. sniff maybe it's time i give up on my screwed ambition to master the eyeliner *stabs stuffed toy* Ooh anyway, the outing was planned by yours truly. Of course with the help of a few friends of mine. They were very encouraging and supportive with SMSes like 'This is the first you plan please dun fail' and words like 'I have a feeling this plan will fail lor'. Hah okay so maybe this plan wasn't like, a real success (a few people didn't turn up) but at least we went out also la blargh. Nothing went as planned as usual mainly coz I didn't plan what we're gonna do there (hee hee hee!). I was just in charge of calling people out, i think.

Supposed to play pool and bowl or go to Red Box although most of us didn't know how to sing in Mandarin or Cantonese. All tak jadi. We ended up uhh eating for a good 2 hours at the Kim Gary restaurant recommended by Mei-Xia. It was really good. Marilyn came later coz she finished college at 12 i think. Remember in my last post i was saying that she sounded different? I was wrong, she was exactly how i knew her before (which is positive). She did look more mature though must be her hairstyle.

Jun Ming looked really different. None of us could recognize her. She changed so much but we don't know how. Of course, the change was a positive one ;)
I feel peer pressured. Everyone has changed except me. Putting on more weight than before doesn't count! I told mei-xia next year no one would recognize me. [wahahahahaha asif! my grandmother won't even let me dye my hair. my mom don't let me straighten my hair. nobody wanna sponsor me for liposuction. i don't even have money to buy yellow contacts (hee hee @ lin a mah) *pukes* *says grace*]

Can't really think of anything else we did on Saturday's outing except we took sticker photos hahaah 10 people in a sticker photo box is a murder. I wonder how Lin A Mah managed with 13 people jeez. We also spent some time stalking Mabel's bf unsuccessfully. sniff. More and more of my friends are coming to know about my blog thx to mr.paul tan *stabs*. i didn't tell them coz i wouldn't want them to think i'm spastic although they already thought so.. quote Li Ping: "eh wats ur blog's site? wanna tap in2 d mind of a nut"

Went home at 4.30 coz it was the 8th and we had to pray that night =D It was cool the sky was filled with lanterns so beautiful but I didn't have the mood to take pics anyway hoho it might turn out looking like the sky was filled the orange worms but anyway.. there were also fireworks this year. Damn cool.

I kinda forgot what I did on Sunday coz I have _very_ short term memory. I think I went out or maybe I didn't geez. I think I went out with my mom but I forgot where. Monday I uhh.. went out too but donno where. Tuesday I went to KLCC with Siang Sue Ann. She was going off the Australia then to Japan. Wednesday, the kinda primary school reunion I mentioned before happened. Yes, I was meant to organise it. No, I didn't do shit and ended up doing nothing except get my ass off to Mid Valley.

Wednesday's outing was pretty fun except I can't explain why it's fun. We played pool and I managed to hit the white ball for the first time!!! That's the only thing I managed to do though. I think I need glasses and a big ruler. Li Ping damn bergaya when she played pool. My hero la. The group photo we took on Hui Min's digi cam ended up getting deleted by her dad. I didn't have it in my cam coz I was too lazy to ask someone take the pic for me and I thought I could have her send the pics to me and now I suffer the consequence of my laziness as I usually do just like how I delayed my Visa renewal crap and now I have to apply for the damn visa online and I don't know how to do it =(

I'm so lazy to type anything now. I'm surprised I even blogged something here. By the way it's Valentine's Day now I guess. Happy Valentine's Day. I hope you guys rot. OMG MY CAM JUST DIED

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't use eyeliners (liquid or pencil).

check this out

http://afala.com/af/f104.htm

big news!

remember my ex and my frnd?
taht girl has got cheated on..
my ex has found another new girl gain..
that sucks rite?
hehehe..

moral :this is wat happens when u make a lame person proud

I was born with it

I was born with gray eyes.
wahahha..

today i got a pair of gray contact lens..hehehehe
i shopped a lot today.....
folders and stationaries..went to lung shan temple as well(the oldest temple in tw)it was so corwded..full of old men and tourists....
and i prayed..........
then at 5.15 i had to meet my frnd michael..cos he is gonna introduce me his frnds.
but his frnds sucks
we waited until 6.30 a guy arrived..then three of us started to wait for the rest....finally 8.20 everyone came.
but then they decided to eat spicy hot pots...i didn't wanan go..cos im on diet..and wasn't really hungry..so i left first..
wat a sucky day.
but its okay..im still happy cos i finally got my gray contact lens..
just feel tired tho..have been standing and walking for the whole day..
came home and had a little food.(half pack of noodles..and a cup of papaya milk)
btw..the stuff i bough today weigh about 5 kgs.
damn heavy..and it was rainy today!

moral of the story:dun buy things too early..have no mood to do anything after carrying stuff for the whole day:(

REunioN

today i went out with my frnd from high school club
13 ppl...........boys and girls..had fun..
we sang in the streets like wat we used to do..*forgot to tell u i joined school choir*
haha..i was the alto leader..hehe..i did a solo today..but crappy one..out of practice>_<
we went to a steak house..and recorded a crazy video..we pretended we were recording a special programe for chinese new year...and one of the guy was so funny!!he could be a great actor.i will show suzen the video when i get back..it was quite embarassing also..everyone in the steakhouse was watching at our live show....
then we went shopping at tien mu..great place to shop..got lots of cool stuff..i always go there every time i come back to taiwan.then..........we sang in the streets..then we went shopping again..
was a lot of fun..reminds me of the days we shared together..the days we had rehearsals for a national competition.........:)btw we got first for the competition..and i was the solo!!heheeh

hohoh..show u some of the pics we took today
oh..and we did a amazing thing today..all of us(13 ppl)fit into a sticker machine..i will show suzen later when i get back..i have taken quite a lot these days..was lots of fun..tw got all the latest machines from jap..hehe

while we were singing in the street..i was taking the pic.

this is on the bus

haha..this is on the bus too..we were crazy..hehe..i took this pic

moral of this..hehe..its always good to see old frnds...:)

Good Day

I thought I would spend today laming online, doing nothing in particular then watch tv like I usually do. But I received the call I was waiting for this afternoon. It was Su Ann saying that we're supposed to go out today to Yean Lee's place. Although I'm not close to Yean Lee but Mei-Xia said it was like a CNY gathering and anyone can go so I went since Mei-Xia already told them I'm going and I couldn't back out.

I was whining in the phone call coz I just installed Mall Tycoon and I wanted to play but a call from Mei-Xia ruined my plan with the words, "After I called Su Ann, I'm going straight to your house". Cis force me only =( I was whining pathetically how I wanted to play game and ask my mom to tapau (take-away) McDonalds for me. So off we went to Cheras to Yean Lee's place at Pertama.
It was fun coz there were ex-BBGSians there that I'd never thought I would meet. I was the only one from Teta class there hee hee tersesat.

Lepaked there from 3 something to around 6 (played cards, ate, watched tv, chatted, received ang pao from yean lee's mom) when Sue-Ann Leong said she had to go home to do "homework" and to shower and to watch Meteor Garden (benci betul). So Yap Su Ann, Ji-Ling, Leong left first whereas Amelyn, Mei-Xia and me planned to walk down to KFC and makan then meet at Su Ann's house later for the Taman Connaught 'pasar malam' (night market) which we (Mei-Xia and I) memang beria-ia (really yearn) to go since secondary school days but didn't have the chance to coz Cheras is like the 'unknown territory' to us.

Wy-Li, Li Heen, Yean Lee, Wei See, Yoke Ying and Yin Fun said they'll meet us later at Su Ann's house at around 7 something then we'll go to the pasar malam together whereas Lina left for home earlier coz she had class tomorrow. While Mei-Xia, Amelyn and I were having KFC we remembered Marilyn lived nearby and called her to come down. Her voice sounded different from what I remembered. I cannot describe. Anyway it's bad luck coz she was still in college and by the time she arrived we were on our way to Yap's place.

Somehow Wei See was at Leisure Mall so we went to pick her up first. That's when Yap called and said no 'pasar malam'. Sucks ler I'm so pissed. Hehehe while we were at Leisure Mall I asked, 'wah why the girls here wear like this? got 2nd emporium here ah?' and Amelyn answered, 'Memang like that one'. Then I said, 'Hmm why it seems got a lot of ah bengs here too?' and they replied, 'you don't know meh? this area memang famous for ah bengs and ah lians' and I'm like 'oic'. I thought that was interesting =P They decided to watch movie but Mei-Xia and I couldn't make it coz Mei-Xia can't go home so late. Decided to just stop by a Yap's place anyway since I've never been into her home before. Saw that got pasar malam but very little stalls so no point going also. Played 'chor tai di' at Su Ann's house (her mom gave us ang pao too) till 8.30 then me and Mei-Xia went home =)

Today was pretty good considering I actually went out to 'pai lin' and met friends. This kinda out of the blue stuff seems to happen pretty frequently ever since my friends got their driving license. hehe. Kinda convenient ler with a car. Maybe I should learn how to drive.. or not!

NB: DiGi is just weird man. First I reloaded 100 bucks one month ago and they didn't update my credit. Then their HELPline doesn't work. THEN I had $0.00 credit left last night. AND this morning I woke up and saw $0.10 on my screen. That's just crazy man. Why out of nowhere I got 10 cents. blargh. And while I was at Yap's house suddenly I received SMS saying I got 10 bucks bonus pls reset my phone. I did just that and they 10 bucks minus my sms = 6 bucks 20 cents HAHA I'M SO HAPPY I GOT 6 BUCKS ON MY PHONE I DON'T FEEL INSECURE ANYMORE!!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Cheras is a good place to be. Everyone seems to live there!

Oh yeah this is a pic we took at Yean Lee's house. Hard to get everyone to sit there cis. Too bad Lina left first =(

its me again!

moral of the pic...long nails look nicer

Heeeeeeeeeeee!

Happy Chinese New Year! Although outdated abit but nvm the celebration isn't over yet. Supposed to go out today but something went wrong with our plans (as usual) so tak jadi and now I'm just waiting for a phone call.

From Lin A Mah's last post, we know that she's heartbroken although nothing actually happened but it's okay. I hate it how _most_ if not all girls gets love poisoned and "tepuk tangan sebelah" (one sided love) then torture themselves mentally and waste their time and effort wondering if the asshole likes them or not. That sucks but oh well..

It's okay woman! You'll get a better one with your qualifications *wink* The only problem is all those rejects seem to be house-flying you :P Too bad. Good luck la~

Since it seems like 'logs' are pretty 'heng' (trendy) now. I might as well make use of the autolog feature.

[12:11] I Miss Melbourne!! says: hahahah..
[12:11] I Miss Melbourne!! says: beau is dumb
[12:11] I Miss Melbourne!! says: but he always thinks he is sso smart
[12:11] SuZen says: hahahaha
[12:11] SuZen says: that's sad
[12:11] SuZen says: hahahahaha
[12:13] I Miss Melbourne!! says: hahah..
[12:13] I Miss Melbourne!! says: fine .
[12:13] I Miss Melbourne!! says: okie
[12:13] SuZen says: don't talk to lamers
[12:16] I Miss Melbourne!! says: hahaha..
[12:16] I Miss Melbourne!! says: ur a lamer too
[12:16] I Miss Melbourne!! says: hehe
[12:16] I Miss Melbourne!! says: dun talk to u ?
[12:19] SuZen says: sniff
[12:19] SuZen says: i'm hurt

[17:28] SuZen says: i'm pretty smart in fact...if i were born before einstein i'd create E=mc squared
[17:28] K says: RiGHt~~
[17:28] SuZen says: but it just so happened he was lucky
[17:28] K says: lol
[17:28] SuZen says: and was alive first
[17:28] SuZen says: damn him
[17:28] SuZen says: take all my credit rar
[17:28] K says: so can u tell me what exactly does it mean?
[17:28] K says: hHmmM~
[17:28] K says: loL~~~
[17:28] SuZen says: yeah
[17:28] SuZen says: Energy = mass loss multiply the speed of light
[17:28] SuZen says: and the speed of light is constant ACCORDING TO HIM
[17:28] SuZen says: but we all know it's not constant
[17:28] SuZen says: what a goof he was
[17:29] SuZen says: ass
[17:29] K says: ummm ~~~ *nods head*
[17:29] K says: lol~
[17:29] SuZen says: i hate einstein
[17:29] K says: why? so what if he was slightly weir
[17:29] K says: hjad bad hair
[17:29] K says: and considered to be one of the brightest ppls in the world?
[17:29] K says: :P
[17:29] SuZen says: no i hate him coz he stole my ice cream
[17:29] SuZen says: :(
[17:29] SuZen says: meanie
[17:30] K says: *head hit keyboard*
[17:30] K says: now u know.. i somehow doubt very much u were alive at that time
[17:30] SuZen says: of course i was!
[17:30] SuZen says: have u heard of reincarnation?
[17:31] SuZen says: i was a baby then he stole my ice cream
[17:31] SuZen says: and i starved to death
[17:31] SuZen says: here i am today in this lame world and he's in hell suffering for stealing my ice cream
[17:31] SuZen says: serves him right
[17:31] K says: lol

[13:11] fatso says: if onli u were a few yrs older... we couldve been parttime bf/gf till we found REAL partners.... =P
[13:11] Feow Fuzen says: if only
[13:11] fatso says: if onli eh
[13:11] Feow Fuzen says: yeah
[13:12] fatso says: ... yea
[13:12] fatso says: *muffled laghter* .... *slapslapslapslapslap*
[13:12] Feow Fuzen says: *coughs*
[13:12] Feow Fuzen says: why are u so xcited for
[13:13] fatso says: bcoz
[13:13] Feow Fuzen says: :)
[13:13] fatso says: just imagining u as a gf
[13:13] Feow Fuzen says: hey cmon i haven't showed u my reaction
[13:13] fatso says: altho i havnt met u irl
[13:13] Feow Fuzen says: anyway... u might go insane
[13:14] fatso says: yellin "I DONT TRUST U" one moment... then giggling like a school girl another
[13:14] Feow Fuzen says: HAHAHA
[13:14] Feow Fuzen says: cmon!!!!
[13:14] Feow Fuzen says: u make it sound like i'm so weird
[13:14] fatso says: well
[13:14] fatso says: im only stating facts
[13:14] fatso says: haha
[13:14] fatso says: dun b so defensiv
[13:14] fatso says: coz u know what i said is strue
[13:15] fatso says: ;)
[13:15] Feow Fuzen says: lol nooooooo
[13:15] fatso says: u wuold b a psycho gf
[13:15] fatso says: what about that time
[13:15] fatso says: "i think im angry... so im gonna go 2 sleep"
[13:15] Feow Fuzen says: *hides*
[13:15] fatso says: "why r u angry?"
[13:15] fatso says: "i dont know"
[13:15] Feow Fuzen says: hahahahahahaha
[13:15] Feow Fuzen says: oh u remembered :
[13:15] Feow Fuzen says: :\
[13:16] fatso says: extremely high maintenance =P

[15:38] cha siu bao says: ive come 2 the conclusion
[15:38] cha siu bao says: in the short time i've known u
[15:38] cha siu bao says: that u
[15:38] cha siu bao says: r an ass....
[15:38] SuZen says: lololol

[17:43] sore chest... says: she thinks im harder 2 understand than u suzen
[17:44] sore chest... says: that means she thinks UR HARD 2 UNDERSTAND... lolll
[17:44] SuZen says: how contradicting with public view
[17:44] SuZen says: public view = i'm damn predictable
[17:44] sore chest... says: um
[17:44] sore chest... says: look
[17:44] sore chest... says: they r not mutually exclusive terms
[17:45] sore chest... says: put it this way
[17:45] sore chest... says: ur hard 2 understand... and the onli reason we can communicate with u at all is coz ur so predictable =D
[17:45] SuZen says: that's a very deep statement
[17:45] SuZen says: very very deep
[17:45] SuZen says: i think i need a few days to comprehend that
[17:45] sore chest... says: if it werent for ur predictability ... we might as well b speakin different languages...
[17:45] SuZen says: i might think about it while sleeping

[16:42] SuZen says: hi
[17:06] SuZen says: blargh
[17:06] SuZen says: happy chinese new year
[17:06] SuZen says: how's life
[17:06] Beer-Dost says: what blargh
[17:06] Beer-Dost says: cacat jer
[17:06] SuZen says: hehe just a sound i like to make :P
[17:06] Beer-Dost says: chinese fren all new invite
[17:06] Beer-Dost says: cacat
[17:07] SuZen says: sniff
[17:07] Beer-Dost says: u know who am i?
[17:07] SuZen says: no wahhahahaah
[17:07] SuZen says: but pretend to know
[17:07] SuZen says: =)

[01:10] SuZen says: but sleeping late eating late waking up late and handing work late are traits seems to come naturally with me when i was born
[01:11] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: check ur genome sequence
[01:11] $tUÞ1d G€nIu$ says: it's probably in there some where
[01:11] SuZen says: yeah who knows..
[01:12] SuZen says: they might even find an extra set of chomosome pair
[01:12] SuZen says: with the traits there
[01:12] SuZen says: which either disproves the fact that all humans have the same genome sequence OR i am not human
[01:12] SuZen says: ..
[01:12] SuZen says: OH NO I'M NOT HUMAN

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't talk to lame people like me haha!

Heh Heh I took this pic and I'm very proud of it!

He is in LOVE with someone else!!!

this morning i went on msn.
my dream boy was online...but i was busy reading my e-mail ..didn't talk to him until he said hi.
then i asked hows going..he said great...cos he got a girl's number..
i tried to cover up myself and said..just ask her out.
he said..yeh..but its hard, cos she lives far away.then he asked me a question..do i prefer to be asked out by msgs or fone call..i said fone call seems more sincere........and bla bla bla..
i think that girl should be the "nado's babe"
from the very begining until now..i have known that he is in love with someone else not me...
so i should not feel bad about it...
but i dunno y..in the deepth of my heart..i still feel disappointed, even tho i knew it would not be me long time ago.
well..its the end of my one sided love.the end is another start.i gonna look hard for my new boy..hehe..hopefully i will find him soon
but no matter wat..i still wanna be his frnd.just frnds..im very happy that he sees me as a good frnd..and told me about the girl he likes...i know he is not the kinda person who talks about love much..he must think im trusted.
well well..
moral of the story:when its all expected..u should not feel bad about it.be bright..tmr is another day!^____^