Sticks & Squares

Not Fun

Ergh I was gonna post more than 11 posts in a row but I obviously failed because of that stinking ass PBL ass shit ass exam. Yeah! Die PBL. I spent the whole evening reading that dumb ass CD and doing my QM tute work which was due the next day. Then I only had 5 and a half hours of sleep unlike Serena who had 10 hours of sleep somehow. Went for my 9 a.m. tute and even though I was stressed about PBL, I somehow found time to stalk QM boy hoping to see him but I didn't!!! I think he prolly read my blog and got scared heuheuehue or something..

Anyways, went to the Library. Read PBL for 30 minutes when my stomach growled ^_^ hurray *stabs stomach*. Went for lunch with Karina. Had Chicken Burger for the 4th day in a row ahha what a waste of money. At least it stopped the growling yay. Went to put my stuff in Karina's locker. For the PBL exam we could bring dictionaries in.. so I carried my stinking Oxford dictionary to Uni looking like a nerd and all. In fact when I was waiting for the tram, I already calculated the time I'll have for each question and came to the conclusion that I don't need the dictionary but then the tram came so... =/

Left my dictionary and bag and all in her locker. Went to Law Faculty with my Student Card and pencil case. I was the second person to enter the room so I could pick a comfortable spot with good 'feng sui' (from my perspective). Haha.. as in I picked a spot where no one would hear if my stomach growled. I also wore comfortable clothes which I later regretted hurhur.

Did the exam, we had 15 minutes reading time to read the case. I blinked when I flipped through the 5 pages. The font was size 6 no shit!! 5 full pages of dots!! At times like this I'm glad I have good eyes (because if I wore glasses, I'd prolly forget to wear my glasses to uni). Painfully read the case.. read the conclusion 3 to 4 times and still wasn't sure if the defendant was guilty or not. Why can't the judge just say 'the defendant is guilty/not' instead of some crap about absolute and god knows what.

After PBL I was listening to my friends complain about the font size and how they did not have time to finish reading and I was nodding my head in agreement when I had an accident with a car!!! I hurt my hand and leg. My finger went blue-black =( I couldn't blame the driver coz there was no one in the car. Yes, it was a parked car =/ I swear it wasn't there until I knocked into it!

Went back to Union House to collect my stuff. Was supposed to meet Serena and Jenny at the city 2.30 p.m. but it was 2.40 so I thought I'll call them and tell them I'll be late. WTF Serena will arrive at 3.40 and Jenny at 3.20 hahaha I can't believe I was still early although I'm late. Went to the computer lab and replied Sue Ann's e-mail. Then went to city and lepakked around looking for chinese medicine but they don't have =(

Waited at the tram stop in front of Nike while basking in the sun. I think I got tanned. Serena called and asked me if I wanna drop my stinking dictionary at her place. So I said yeah and all that crap and went to her place. Dropped my stuff there and called Jenny. She was busy oh well.. Then Jisuk called!! The thing is, we were supposed to buy Jisuk's present yesterday coz her birthday was today. She said her mom's leaving on sunday so she'll be having dinner with her mom on saturday and we were to go to her place last night for dinner. Argh we haven't bought the present damnit.

Serena and I went to the City and got her a sterling silver necklace at Myer. We wouldn't be caught dead buying that for ourselves but somehow when it's for someone else you feel better about it. Then went and got her a card and wrote our message while drinking that pearl bubble drink thingy. Went to her place and waited for Jenny. She came later and she bought Jisuk this magnetic darts thingy which was fucking cool and I want to get that too and put my bro's pic there and throw darts at his face!! But it's fucking 80+ bucks so I thought wahahaha no thx bye. Then we had dinner. Korean dinner!! We love her mom she's such a great cook. Although I'm on diet but haha fuck the diet.

Washed the dishes then Jenny suggested we go to Crown to watch movies. Walked to Crown with my 'comfortable clothes'. Jenny suggested we go into the Casino =D First timer la me. Showed my ID and the lady said, 'Haven't I seen you before?' Hmm... is my face _that_ familiar looking? Mom called to warn me about that virus thingy haha and she told me not to go out so often. Jenny played Jackpot. I wanted to play too but I didn't dare.. as we all know I am a very easily addicted person (ie: how I got addicted to the internet, tetrinet, chatting, ps2 games) I decided not to start 1) smoking 2) taking drugs 3) gamble or that would be the end of me.

Hehe the machine Jenny used was pretty cool. She won 20 bucks in a short time and belanja-ed us Latte and Jisuk belanja-ed cake! Didn't watch movies coz got no nice movies. Sat outside Crown, beside the Yarra River. At 12 o clock, we all sang Happy Birthday (haha coz got 2 other groups celebrating birthdays for their friends) and the Crown fire session started. Walau it was really warm. Every puff of fire I could feel the heat.. niceeeeeeeeeeeee

Walked Jisuk home and Jenny went off to South Yarra by taxi to meet her bf. Came across this drunk guy who was shaking our hands and asking us how we were haha. His friend just got married. And while we were walking home, there were 3 guys marching along hahaha it was really funny :D

Cindy called Serena at her place. I was bored so I had a shower. Serena was supposed to go to Uni at 9 a.m. this morning but the alarm didn't go off so we slept till 11. She accompanied me to Bourke St and I accompanied her to Flinders Station. Then went home. Felt hungry but then if I cook now I won't have food for dinner. I think I'll go lie on the bed or something. Argh I haven't done my Accounting Diary Project which is due on Tuesday :'(

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Haha my Intro Micro results came out yesterday but I'm not gonna check it. Hoo hoo *living in denial*.

Hi I hate PBL

PBL = principles of business law. I was supposed to have read 4 chapters by now but because I'm a slow reader (more like, procrastinator) I've only read 2 and a half with 3 and a half to go. It takes approximately two hours per chapter and at this rate I will finish reading at 1 a.m. but I've also got a 9 a.m. tute tomorrow where I have to hand in my QM work which i haven't done and my PBL exam is at 1 p.m. and OMG WTF AM I DOING HERE BYE.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: FAILFAILFIALFIALFIALFIAFSIALFAIERLAAHRHEHARGHHHHHHHHH!!!

I'm so hungry!

But I just washed the dishes and the kitchen looks so clean, I don't have the heart to cook anything =/ I am such an ass. I never do housework unless I really have to.. but today I did the dishes, laundry, ironing, packing and threw the garbage out. Why? Because I've got a PBL exam on Friday and I'm supposed to be studying for it. Therefore, I did everything else but study WTF. I rather be a cleaner than sit on a chair and read. *feels sorry for self*

Tried that Maalox substitute medicine today. When I popped it into my mouth, it tasted like Mint so I was pretty happy. Then I read the instructions: Chew tablet. Okay so I chewed. I felt like I was eating sand. I don't get how chewing sand would help stop my stomach from growling. Blargh.

Hehe I woke up at 8.15 today. Planned to wake at 7.45 but the bed was too comfortable, I was stuck to it. At around 9.50 my bro woke up. He said, 'Eh? No class today?' (Usually I'm out of the place before he wakes up). And I'm like '*sniggers* got.. but the bed too good to sleep so I woke up later than I planned'. And he said, 'That's it. You're sleeping on the floor from now on.'

He thought I missed a few lecs/tutes but obviously I would never do that unless I have no choice. I told him I only got a lecture from 11-1. "Then why you wanna wake at 7.45?" "Coz I like to wake at a consistent time" "..." "Okok coz I take damn long to prepare" "Oh".

Sat on the tram and listened to the mp3s I transferred to my player today. Then at Melb Central I saw this handsome guy!! Wah damn gaya man his eyebrow damn thick and his lips damn red fwah *swoons*. He sat near me but I malu to look at him *coughs*. Went off to the Law Faculty for my PBL lecture. Karina called to say she's skipping the lecture coz she's gotta do Merlina/Marlina/whatever (some online thingy) so I was alone. Argh! The lecture overhead told us to work in pairs. I didn't lie when I said everytime I sat in the middle there would be empty spaces on both sides of me.

Before the lecture started I had already counted my row hoping there would be an odd person so he/she'd be stuck with me. But got 4 people on my far left and 4 people on my far right =( When the lecturer said "Now I want you to work in pairs.." I looked at the empty chair on my right and two empty chairs on my left hoping someone would pop out of nowhere. I must've been too obvious coz the girl sitting on my left (with the empty chair between us) grinned at me. I smiled sheepishly. We paired up and did the task =D

She's from Canton and she's really nice. Her name is Christine (I assume this is the spelling). She's doing Commerce/Info Systems 2nd year. My bro's doing that too. But she wouldn't know my bro coz he doesn't make friends anyway. Contract law is so hard to understand. The concepts = what?!

By the 2nd hour of the lecture, I felt pressure in my stomach!! What usually happens when I feel tension in my stomach is that it will start growling!! Thank god I somehow managed to suppress it. I don't know if the medicine worked or it was me. Maybe I should start chewing 2 tablets. Yucks.

Missed 4 trams and got on the 5th one. It's so hard to get an 'unfull' tram at Melb Uni. Luckily the 5th tram was the one I needed to take home and it was quite empty =) I actually wanted to take a tram to the City and have KFC but since this tram is taking me home, I might as well. Postphone KFC to tomorrow.

Came home and lamed around doing what I mentioned early. I guess I should run along and install the CD. It's Multiple Choice 30 questions. Sounds good? We get deducted by half a mark for every wrong answer. Blergh. Knowing me, I'd get negative 15 or something. It's worth 15% sniff.

Bro moved table out of my room last night. So I am typing this in the living room and my room is quite empty. The spot where the table used to be is dirty. Ish I wanna clean it but don't know how to use the vacuum cleaner bleh. Gonna cook instant noodles now. I can't stand it anymore.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: It's good to be alone.

Serena the greatest!

halo everybody!

sorry, i have been busy and worried about my love relationship.uni has started for about a month.i haf got so much work to do, but i nvr seriously sit down and do it.i usually stay at home and chat with ppl and at the same time wait for my dream boi to call or appear on my msn online list. uni=hard work is so damn true.but serena = lazy is damn damn true.today i got my first assightment back.i didn't get a good mark.i felt bad of myself n stressed myself a lot.i hope i can start some study by stressing myself.i went back home, went on icq, n my dream boi asked me out for lunch.so i went. but then i was very moody and trying to annoy him.he kept asking me wats wrong, but i didn't wanna tell him.maybe its cos the fact now im much closer to him thn b4, so sometimes im being very rude or irritating to him.but luckily, he is a nice guy.he didn't get angry at me,instead he tried to solve my problems and worries.he is understanding isn't he?one thing i hate about him is that i have liked him and been waiting for him for so long.but he still nvr says anything to me.and a girl like me, is too shy to tell him my feelings, in fact, too scared to get rejected by him.so i struggle.suzen is already sick of listening to my compliants and so i have to find new listeners.now even my frnds at uni know about him!

well, in the past two weeks, he has come to my place to fix my computer for me for four times!four times!!!for free!!so we got four times to be alone under one roof!!!haha...but nothing really happened, except i massaged his shoulder one time when he said he was really tired from work.he is so good at computers n he always fix computers for his frnds.but he told me so many times that he actually charge his frnds for fixing up comps for them n he emphasised that b/c its me so he do it for free.i wonder wat makes me so special, but im always too scared to ask him.one of my fan from the us laughed at my attitute to this relationship is like kids in year three.i know im a slow worker.but from wat i know about him, he is a guy who believes guys should make the move in the relationship. so i guess, if he really likes me, he is gonna tell me one day.or maybe he doesn't bother to ask.maybe we will gradually naturally be together. i dunno.i just hope that he won't bring a gal to me one day and introduce her to me as his gf.sometimes i really think i have hope, but then i always worried that i misunderstand him, he might just treat me as his good frnd or a sister.

i dunno.i have some experiences in love. but everytime i like a guy is as fresh as the first time i fall in love.for the guy i really like, i dun dare to tell them my feelings.we always have lunch and dinner alone.and sometimes go out with him and his frnds.but things just stuffed.it seems not going anywhere.i really dunno wat to do.open for suggestions.

he is not perfect. in fact no one in this world is perfect.sometimes he is very moody and self-centred.he is very defensive and agressive.but i just feel comfortable and safe to be with him. i know that i dun have to worry about anything when im with him.even when crossing the road, he would watch the cars for me.i like him for no reasons.and i really believe that under his indifference, he is actually a soft hearted guy.cos he is so scared to be hurt, so he has to act so strong and agressive.he is an unexplored land.even tho he might not be as good as i think.but i just dun wanna miss the chances to know him.its still too early to say love.but i just like its simplicity and pureness.cos when everything in this world is going evil, its damn hard to find a innocent simple feeling toward to someone.

sometimes when i am with him, i have a illusion of that im already his gf.and in strangers' eye, we r just a pair of happy couple.i hope this will come true one day.or even if it won't,im glad im his good frnd.and im sure he will be my life long frnd n be with me whenever i need a hand.

a frnd told me, u have to fight for ur own happiness.but as a girl, wat else i can do?i have given him so many chances to be with me n tried to encourage him to tell out his love,but he hasn't said anything yet....day by day, we still see each other, will i ever know wat he feels about me?

plz pray for me.pray for love.make love, no war!
~peace~

moral of the story:dun be as silly as serena.

0wned!

by the stinking intro micro multiple choice exam =( Last night I did the online intro micro practice multiple choice questions. I thought there would be 10 questions as my bro told me it's probably 10 questions. After tormenting my mind for 10 questions, I raised an eyebrow when there was a question 11. Bro said prolly 15 questions. At question 12, my brain was practically dead. And at Question 16, I was tempted to throw my laptop out of the window. Finally at question 20 it stopped. By then I was simply clicking the answers until I got the right one. Oh yeah I got 10 out of 20. Since the real MC test only had 10 questions, I'd get 10 out of 10. Yay.

I finished all those questions at 10.48 and was about to sleep when my bro's friend called and asked him about Acc. That reminded me, my Acc tute work was due tomorrow (today. whatever)!! I so couldn't be bothered damnit. I want to sleep. I don't have enough sleep. Told my bro to do it for me. He looked at the first question for 5 minutes. Then he looked at me. I sighed. Why must I have an ass for a brother. Did everything myself and there's one question I didn't get but it's okay coz if I didn't get it, other people probably wouldn't get it either (I was right about that. Tutor showed us the working hueheuhe)

Slept at 12 =( Woke up at 6.45. Showered and all that crap. Today is Tuesday so I made an effort to cover my panda eyes. While I was sitting on a tram, I received an SMS and thought 'who the hell would SMS me at this time'. Rupa-rupanya it's my friend from Belgium (I think it's Belgium, anyway, somewhere in Europe). Guess where I met him? Yes, tnet hueehueheue

Had my Acc lecture at 9-10. Sat with Simone and Su Fern. Was whining about how I'm gonna screw intro micro. Then went for my Acc tute at 10-11. Whined about how I don't get intro micro to Phoenix. After that, went to Library to revise and whined about how I'm gonna fail. Went to Copland Theatre at 12. Haha by this time I was really nervous, panic, etc. Melissa was like 'eh you can panic one meh?' Okay so maybe I don't look like someone who gives 10 cents about an exam but everytime before an exam I tend to get hysterical and make everyone around me nervous. I guess that explains why no one usually stands near me before an exam begins.

When I looked at the paper. My mind went blank. I read the words from my left eye and it came out through my right eye. That's really weird. Nothing registered into my brain. I probably guessed 11 out of 10 answers. After the lecture, Melissa (who was sitting beside me) said she was really 'kan cheong' coz I was scribbling so fast beside her like so busy only. In fact, I was trying to make myself feel smart so i was underlining almost every word I see and drawing graphs for questions that doesn't actually involve graphs. Kesian her. I have mislead her with my lameness. Felt abit bad.

You probably thought, wei copy other people la bodoh. Cannot. They give 3 coloured papers.. and split between three. Even the same colours the answers jumbled up. Damn cool and I got no time to copy. After the exam, I had no mood to attend Transition to Commerce even if it meant not seeing QM boy!

Went to City with Su Fern and Melissa for lunch. Had Vietnamese food yay. Talked about a lot of issues during lunch like clubbing, smoking and alcohol. Hehe. Then I showed Mel where to buy asian grocery. We were all pretty stressed about the exam (actually I forgot about the exam after I had lunch but anyway). Melissa said she got two wrong already. Su Fern and I were like, 'yeah and we probably got two right only.'

Went back to Uni coz I have QM lecture and Mel had Intro Micro tute and Su Fern had squash. Showed them the 24 hour access lab. Surfed online and all that. Then went for my QM lec. Saw Kent there.. he's from my Intro Micro tute. Talked to him about the Intro Micro test and stuff. It's the first time I actually showed my 'siao' attitude to someone so quickly. He probably thought I'm some strange ass online addict weirdo. Yes, unfortunately, I am sometimes exactly the same in real life as I am online. Scary but true.

Didn't see QM boy the whole day. Felt angry and moody. I had high hopes!!! Bleh.. then I went to the Chemist. Decided I've got to put an end to my stomach's 'don't give face'-ness. THEY DIDN'T HAVE MAALOX LA DOC! So I got some other thing the lady recommended me. It's some chewable tablets that's fucking expensive and only got 20 tablets. Haih.. I got the Extra strong one haha don't wanna risk mah =)

Met Serena at the Nike. She returned the mp3 player to me. She had to use it for file transfer or something. Went to Lucky Cup to have a drink. She told me her stories and I told her my stories then we went to Coles coz my bro wanted me to buy broccoli and chicken fillet. I bought Nutella and bread too. Serena bought bread and something I forgot.

Came home and came online. Typed this blog then bro insisted that I move in my bed now although I still haven't got my bedsheet. I had to use my flat sheet as a bed sheet wtf. Now that the bed is in my room, my room suddenly looks so weird.. small.. condensed.. something. The bed is so damn high I'd probably die if I accidentally rolled off it when I sleep. It looks weird man.. jeez. One of my tactics to wake up at the Boarding House (when I'm really desperate) was to roll off my bed wrapped in my thick quilt. I don't think I could pull that stunt anymore =/ sigh.

Now my bro and gf are arguing where the bed should be placed and where my study table (which hasn't arrived) should be located. Kononnya they are both 'feng shui masters' lol. They agree on one thing though: the table I'm currently using is gonna be moved to the living room together with my laptop and it's gonna stay out there forever! :O

Ish I wanna go check out my bed now. BBL.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Check how high a bed is before buying it. Which reminds me, it didn't look that high when I saw it at the store.. maybe they gave me the wrong base wtf. Must complain. Complained to bro. He said I suck.

I believe everyone needs a breathing space

so I thought I'd post the second half of my thoughs in another post. Sorry I don't believe in Extended Entries. If there were a lot of people like me out there, chances are nobody would read the extended entry. And I like shoving my crappings down people's throats thx.

I surfed to Tim Nam's blog and found this:

OCTOBER

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty. Does not lie or pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Bad tempered. Selfish. Seldom helps unless asked. Daydreamer. Very opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring. Romantic. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.Spendthrift and easily influenced. Easily lose confidence.

I thought it was pretty relevant since Serena and I are both October babies. I highlighted those which I thought was really true. Some people are asking me why Serena doesn't blog anymore. Chances are, she probably never will. I think she got bored with blogging and she doesn't have the time to do so. So yeah, don't expect much. Some people's got a life =O

On another note, I think it's really easy for a person to forget no matter how they think they'll never forget that important time/promise/moment/person/bla bla bla. Or at least, for me. I know some people's been badly hurt, they do forget but there's a scar. But I won't talk about that since I haven't been 'scarred' so we'll talk about more general things. Like.. I remember when I first got my CK scent, I promised I will keep it forever and only use a little at a time (actually it was my bro's scent but i like to take his things and pretend they're mine). Anyway, I lost it along with my bag, 200 bucks, bro's shades, and my IC (I left my bag at a port). I got my IC on Tuesday and lost it on Thursday. Hurray! My grandmother was so angry with me hurhur.

Then there's the time when I had my PMR and I thought 'omg i'm gonna screw this' and went online 24/7. After I got my results, I totally forgot about it. Like during VCE period, I was in such a panic and now when I think back to my panic state, I laughed at myself.. Panic for shits meh. And there's my e-visa which I got on thursday night when I was flying off on Saturday morning. I didn't think I would get it before Saturday and was hysterical as most of you would know. After I got it, I totally forgot that I had been hysterical over it.

Point is, you don't really treasure for something until you've lost it. Or.. more importantly, you only yearn for something when you can't have it (quoted from Serena). After you got it, you take it for granted. Worse, you treat it like dirt shit. No, it's not only women who do that. Men too. There's no point asking how he/she can do this to you. Chances are, if you could, you'd do it too. *stares at readers who goes 'no way. i wouldn't wtf'* *rolls eyes* Right.

Since I want to feel like I've done something for intro micro I would like to say:
substitute. inferior good. normal good. complement. demand. supply. quantity demanded. quantity supplied. quantity traded. law of demand. law of supply. supply increase, demand same, price goes down. price equilibrium, qty demanded = quantity supplied. draw demand and supply graph. find intercepts. graph shifts when factors other than price affects graph. opportunity cost. sunk cost. resources endowing. learning-by-doing. comparative advantage = lesser opportunity cost. absolute advantage = lesser input required. i got a headache. gonna die soon. bye.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't force your brain to work if it doesn't want to work.

Huehueheue

Really influenced by Jenny now. Not that she even laughs like that anymore! Jeez.. *scratches itchy shoulder*. Anyway, I would like to file a complaint. Melbourne's weather stinks! Yeah don't come saying how Malaysia's weather is and all that. Coz seriously, I would rather be in a place with constant temperature than here. It's like this place have four seasons in a day! You wake up and wear super warm clothes thinking 'oh damn this is gonna be a cold day' and by afternoon you'll be sweating like hell you just have to take your coat off. Half an hour later, wah damn cold la, put back on.. then feel hot again........ '...'

Thus, smart people like me make the effort to check the weather update the night before. Okay, max 24. No min. I thought.. ah 24 okay like air-conditioned room. Didn't wear my jacket. Went out, WTF! But no choice coz tram coming. Went on tram.. okay warmer coz a lot of people = produce body heat hueheuehue. Arrived at uni, freezed like hell.. until now.. still freezing. I don't trust weather updates no more! I think temperatures don't matter. It's how you feel.

I got my intro micro tute today. It's my only class for the day. Although it's at 11. I always wake at 6.30 a.m. every monday and reach uni at approximately 8.38 a.m. Because why? Coz I haven't done my work for the tute lor. I mean, who does work during weekends?! *stabs people who said 'me' to ensure nobody does work during weekends*

Unfortunately, this time around I did not attempt my intro micro tute work. I was too engrossed listening to the radio. And there are a lot of radio channels and I kept switching the channels and there were a lot of nice songs to listen to. So I said to myself 'Okay I will do it after this song', 'No, maybe after this song', 'This song also quite nice.. after this song la', 'This song too!' 'Ahh I've been waiting for this song!', 'OMG I love this song' After a lot of songs, it was already 10.50. No choice, went straight to tute.

Btw, the work wasn't due today.. or any other days for that matter. They don't check our work but I just like to feel prepared. Obviously this time I wasn't prepared. I tried my best not to look too blur and had to remind myself to close my mouth a few times (jaw falls whenever I get confused). After the tute, had lunch with Simone. I feel bangga everytime I have food at uni donno why.

Went to print my lecture notes after lunch. Was printing halfway when the guy beside me asked how much money do we have for printing. And I said 10 dollars (haha luckily before this Su Fern told me all these or I would've felt like a n00b). Then he asked some other printing questions and all. He's aussie.. looks not bad but QM boy better *tee hee* *gay laugh*

Went to library to reread my lecture notes coz of the Multiple Choice exam I've got tomorrow which worths either 5% or 10%, I forgot. It's worth marks so it's important. At around 3.40 my attention span reached its not very lengthy maximum limit. Yes, I suffer from SAS and STM. For those who don't know yet, SAS = Short Attention Span & STM = Short Term Memory. Okay la PMS too.

Went online and surfed around laming. Sent a mail to Sue Ann who's in Japan. I don't usually type e-mails now coz I blog but since she can't go online that often I have no choice but to oblige =/ In the mail, I told her to visit my blog =D

At 4.15 went to see my tutor who helped a great deal. I hope luck helps me again tomorrow as it always has. *starts praying to lady luck*. During the consultation hour, there was another girl there.. I think she's Malaysian but maybe Singaporean too. Donno. And I made a new friend. She's Aussie and her name I can't spell. Probably Laurice.. or something. She's my hero coz she has never done Accounting and she isn't struggling with the pace of the lecture.
*sigh* too many smartey pants here *peer pressure all over again*.

Went home.. like I said at Paul's blog, I wanted to buy KFC but no money sniff. Okay la I exaggerated my poorness. It's just that I had no notes in my wallet and couldn't be bothered to withdraw money. I probably exceeded my monthly allowance already.. especially when my phone bill comes. If you don't see me blogging for two weeks, chances are I got a heart attack when I saw the bill and died.

Ah yes I heard this on the radio today. "Who is the better liar? A lawyer or a politician" Hueheuehue that's really hard to answer. Damn my fringe is irritating and I can't find my hairband. Lol I just used my bro's headphones as my hairband. Two headphones and my head now.. One is the hair band type and another is the type u place at the back of your head. Yes I listen to music with headphones although I'm alone at home. I'm deaf so music always seem too soft to me although it's at its max volume. Or maybe coz I listen to music at max volume that's why i have hearing problem hmmm.....

Blargh. As I was on my way home, sitting on a tram and all. I came to the conclusion that ever since I blogged, I don't like to chat as much on MSN anymore. Probably because it's kinda boring to repeat a story I have posted in public to more than 10 people saying it over and over again. Usually I just direct them to my blog when they ask me 'how are you' or 'how was your day' or 'how's studies going on' or 'how's melb' or 'are you free this friday?'

Even in real life I sometimes have this urge to tell ppl to read my blog coz I can't be bothered talking. *slaps forehead*. I think I need to quit this. It's getting addictive. Just like how I got addicted to Tetrinet. I'm cured now! Slowly I unblocked those who I could talk to without getting involved with tnet. It's cool. I'm glad. BUT DAMN! BLOGGING APPEARED IN MY LIFE! I guess if you aren't addicted to one thing, it's another *scratches itchy ear*

Enough bullshit for now. I need to do that STORMM thingy for my intro micro tomorrow bleh. Ala have to wake up at 6.30 again. Stinks.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Everything has to be in real life.

At home.

[13:12] MAALOX!!!! says: haha wei my bread expire yesterday but if i eat today, will i die?
[13:12] No One Could Compare says: no
[13:12] No One Could Compare says: u will lose weight
[13:13] No One Could Compare says: n shit fluently
[13:13] MAALOX!!!! says: hahaha
[13:13] MAALOX!!!! says: cool man
[13:13] MAALOX!!!! says: i gonna eat now brb
[13:13] No One Could Compare says: ok
[13:15] MAALOX!!!! says: wtf!! my bro threw it away
[13:15] No One Could Compare says: wat the

There you go, my opening entry. Before I went home from Serena's place, I bought bread.. coz like, my old bread has expired and I need bread because I cannot live without bread. Oh Nutella & cheese too! I need to buy more Nutella. It's half empty and it's only been two weeks since I bought it.

I think I'm gonna get Trillian after all. Doc brainwashed me into getting it. But then the thought of downloading 4MB of uh MB for an hour kinda turned me off. Maybe next time. I need the Trillian though, coz I just had a creative idea which would be pretty lawak for Trillian users but first I need to know how it works =)

Let's see.. when I was at home, naturally I went online. Paul sent me something which I thought was pretty cool. Hehe thx d00d *pukes* *says grace*

Hee hee like ad only! (click to enlarge)

I'm waiting for serena to send me the pics we took with her digital camera but she's out for dinner. Anyway she won't allow me to post the pics so it doesn't really matter that I don't have them now.

Aie it's so torturing to have a bed without bedsheets. It's like having period without pad *watches male readers react in disgust* *rolls around laughing* *dies*. Bleh, I don't think I'll get my bedsheets until next week. Ala, one more week of sleeping on the floor how unfun although I'm used to it already. Oh well, at least I know I'll have a strong back.. or something.

Okay I have to do my Accounting and Intro Micro work now! Goodbye. *looks at "The Sims: House Party" CD beside her* *grins*

Update:
Paul read my post and asked:
[20:41] vroom! *psstt* says: wtf how can u compare it to period without pad
[20:41] You're Gonna Die. says: i know
[20:41] You're Gonna Die. says: jahaahajaja
[20:41] vroom! *psstt* says: means with no bedsheets u wet the bed kau kau?
[20:41] You're Gonna Die. says: actually got nothing to do with each other one
[20:41] vroom! *psstt* says: sakai ahhahaha
[20:41] You're Gonna Die. says: but sengaja wanna add it there
[20:42] You're Gonna Die. says: to disgust ppl
[20:42] You're Gonna Die. says: HAHAHAHA!!!!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't place distractions near you!

Last Night.

Hi! I'm at Serena's place now munching Burger Rings. She's napping for '10 minutes' while I type this blog. Okay.. last night while I was kinda fretting and excited about the computer virus in my bro's comp, Jenny came online and asked me if I wanted to go to a R&B lounge at Crown. I wasn't really keen with the idea until she mentioned "Ladies Night" "Free" and "a lot of handsome men". That pumped me up a lot and called Serena to ask if I could sleep over at her place for the night (coz it's near crown) and she said 'yes' so I bounced off to my bro's room to tell him I'm gonna go to Crown.

My bro said, 'No. Dangerous.' Two words. Just two words that's enough to make me wanna kick the door away and start strangling the shit out of him. Instead I whined, 'Crown only mah where got dangerous. I'm not going to Salt also..' and he said 'argh don't know.. ask mummy'. So off I bounced to the telephone and called my mom's mobile phone. She was kinda worried coz she said 'True also actually quite dangerous'. Then she said all those news about guys putting pills in other girls' drinks and getting kidnapped into vans etc etc. I said ah don't worry bla bla bla. And finally she reluctantly said, Okay but becareful lalala.

Yay so I bounced into the shower and washed my hair coz I didn't know I was going out and my hair looked like sakai (it still looked like sakai after I washed but this is what we call 'self comfort'). Got everything ready and Serena called at around 10pm asking me to get my ass to the City which I promptly did. She told me to wait at McDonalds then later told me to go to Coles and I trotted off to Coles where she said she'll be there in 2 minutes.

So I went into Coles and bought myself a pack of Burger Rings *beams*. Then she called while I was paying. She was there already hueheuheue I was late. So we both ran to where the car is. Before this, Serena attended a guy's birthday party and the guy's friend offered to drive us home. He was Hongkie and he's been in .au for 12 years or something like that. He's really nice. Ok, then at Serena's place, she got ready and Jenny called. She's gonna be late so we went first.

Walked to Crown coz Serena lived pretty close to Crown. Didn't wanna sit tram coz too slow. Arrived there. Fucking long queue. Expected we will have to pay sniff. Jenny arrived later. Then Jisuk came. Hee hee the guy didn't ask for my ID =))) He said Jisuk's clothes were 'too' casual. And we're like.. 'and?' so he said, 'it's okay but next time wear something less casual.' We went in. Luckily, although it's not free but we're still on the Guest List coz Jenny's BF works there and we got a few dollars off haha.

Left our coats/jackets at the locker place and looked around. IT WAS NO LOUNGE ahahaha actually from the queue I already know it's not a lounge. It's a club/disco that plays R&B. First impression, techno is better. Second impression, this place is richer than Salt. Third impression, not much people. Fourth impression, eh memang the guys at R&B (Next Blue) looked more decent than guys at Techno (Salt).. the girls also damn cun but what the hell. R&B is hard to dance compared to Techno where you just jump around (or at least I think we jump around at Techno lol). After a while, we got used to it so we uhh.. moved around. Jenny and Serena got into it pretty quick. Jisuk and I were more interested in drinking (although I can't drink much).

Had the drinks then. By that time the place was totally packed! They did not have my lovely Sub zero =( so I had to settle with a Raspberry Bacardi Breezer which Serena recommended us. It was okay. I prefer Mandarin Sub zero though. Danced while drinking. I didn't think my mom had to worry coz I always drink in bottles and the bottle is always in my hand and I hold on to it like my it's stuck to me and drink every 2 seconds until its contents are gone.

Okay.. Jisuk had some drink that tastes like Coke but with something else. It's not bad.. I drank some of hers hee hee. While I was drinking, this quite good-looking guy nearly stepped on my shoe. He then put his arm around my waist. At first I thought he mistook me for his friend until he asked if I was alright. Wah damn smooth but I thought 'basket u nearly step on me u think i'm alright or not'. I just said 'yeah i am'.

I noticed that there were some weirdos too. Like I was walking to the bar and this guy blocked my way and danced in front of me. I just shook my head and walked around. As for Serena, fuwah all the guys she passed will turn and look at her. Even from behind, they haven't seen her face also they looked at her already. After they saw her face, looked at her even more. Like lalats to food, they came closer and tried to dance with her. One guy asked her if she wanted a drink at the bar.

But she ignored the guys who tried to dance with her coz they seemed ham sap and lame. And she declined the guy's drink offer coz she doesn't want to drink too much. Hee hee. Jisuk left early.. at around 2 because her mom is in melbourne. Guys tried to know Jenny too but her BF was there so heehehe. At around 2 something, Jenny's BF was drunk so she had to go back with him first. Serena and I stayed on, dancing and analysing guys. We noticed there were less handsome guys compared to the beginning hehe.

Until around 3 something Serena just turned and went off to get her coat and I followed. After we exited the place, she told me why she left so abruptly. One of the guys she wanted to avoid found her and was gonna go over to her hehe.
Emergency exit!

We were really hungry so we went up to have McDs at Crown. I wanted KFC but too many people there. Finished eating, walked home coz the queue for taxi is sooo long. Sang 'What's your flava' all the way back haha. At the elevator there were two asian guys and one australian girl. The guys lived at 26th floor! Penthouse man!! And Serena said that it's probably a one night stand hehe. Washed my face and all that, slept straightaway as soon as I laid on the sofa bed. Exhausted. Woke up this morning at 11.45. Good. No headache or backache or any ache yay! Had a shower. Didn't bring spare clothes. Wore back my clothes last night but tak tahan. Smells like I'm a hardcore smoker or something. Wore Serena's jumper and tracksuit. Surprisingly I could fit in it haha. Luckily she's got some big sized clothes.

We thought last night was okay. Not that fun. Maybe we could go to Sirens next trip =D It's near Serena's place too! And got Techno. Heh heh I still can't believe I went out last night. I was so expecting 'online. sleep.' Now I feel bad. I've got an exam on tuesday and friday arghhh. Damn, it's more than 10 minutes and she's still sleeping.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: What would I do without conscience?

My bed screws came!

but no bedsheets! Heahehaha. Oh well, you can't get them all at once. The customer service lady came to my place today with the right screws. The service was pretty good, she even brought 3 extra screws. I haven't decided what to do with them but I might get creative.

After that came online and started commenting on people's blogs =) I seldom do that because I'm kinda lazy to wait for everything to load and also because there's always an error whenever I try to post a comment and i have to post a few times before it could work =/

Did the dishes after that. Bro told me before he went out "Don't wash the dishes. I will wash them when I come back." Like as if! All the dishes are in the sink so obviously I have to wash them if I wanna eat duh. Had noodles then bro came back. We both went online using the same connection (Wahahaha two people sharing a 56k connection how sad). He checked his yahoo mail account for his project thingy and went out of the room. I was typing this post when he came back in and asked me if I typed anything on his computer.

I looked at his monitor and saw the 'To' text bar of his yahoo mail had words on it. It's weird.. more and more words appeared that don't really make sense to me. Then my bro went and delete the words.. and caused IE to hang because my bro's comp memang gonna die already.

Now I opened IE again and went to http://www.msn.com and clicked on the 'search the web' text box and there it was again! The typings.. this time even more don't make sense.. only got a's and F's.. jeez. strange. Does it mean we got hacked/cracked or what? bleh

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: I should enable the internet connection firewall.

OMG I AM SO HAPPY!

Note: I am aware that whenever you read my blog, it will load and suddenly cut halfway. Doc taught me how to counter that problem, just resize your browser and it will be fine. ie: Click the button between 'minimize' and 'X' twice or double click the bar (with minimize and X buttons on it) twice.

I finished my QM assignment last night at 2.30am with the help of a Swedish friend and the constant naggings of caring friends on MSN: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!(I was procrastinating not hardworking). Woke up at 6.30am. Only had 4 hours of sleep =( Attended my QM tutorial (9am) WTH the students said they had problems with Excel so they couldn't produce the graphs (bleh n00bies - asif I'm damn good liddat :P). They just forgot to Add-in the feature that's all. Anyways, the tutor allowed those who couldn't hand in today to hand in on Monday!!!! There was no mosquito for me to kill so I optimistically thought: at least it's over and done with. Handed my work in coz it's the cool thing to do hur hur.

At the end of QM tutorial, I waited at the entrance of the building to meet Sun Jae coz I was supposed to help her with Accounting. She came 5 minutes later which was good because I SAW QM BOY!!! It's like.. I was talking to sunny when I felt this 'aura' and looked up as he walked past me! WAH DAMN SYOK MAN I'M 'AM-SONGING' WHILE I TYPE THIS BEST COOL YAY!! I elbowed sunny and did some eye-shifting trick whispering 'that's him! that's him!' She only managed to see his back and wasn't satisfied so she went into the building and pretended to wait for the elevator lol.

Then she came back to look for me. She said he's really good looking (*ham sap laugh* yay my taste not bad) but he looks damn cool (indifferent) and seems like he doesn't like to talk much. Like me, she thinks he's probably got some asian blood in him, prolly 1/8 coz he's so fair (unless he's albino of course). Unfortunately, she confirmed the obvious fact that he is very skinny and he looks young =/ Nvm la still cute!

I was pretty excited coz I always get excited when I manage to show my friends the guy I like. I actually tried to persuade my bro to stay back so he can see QM boy. Apparently, he doesn't give 2 cents about me bleh. Too bad I looked like crap today (lack of sleep and eyelash disorder). Didn't expect to see him sniff. I want Serena and Jisuk and everyone else to see him too but their timetables clash with mine =/

Oh well, at least now I know I can see him on Tues, Thurs and Fri =D Based on the data I've got (wah konon) he's probably attending the 10am QM tutorial after mine heeheeeheeee! Went to Queen's College to help sunny with _some_ Acc coz my brain was filled with 'QM boy! QM boy! QM boy!' Had lunch with her after that, then planned to go home!

Somehow the tram I took used another route coz there were a lot of road blocks due to people gathering to protest against war. I ended up walking around the City area and behind feeling adventurous and all. This time I brought my digi cam with me so I took some pics.

Finally found out how to get home. Arrived at home for an hour then bro and gf asked me if I wanna go South Yarra. I don't even know why they ask if they're gonna force me to go anyway. Kononnya I'm an online freak and I need to go out and see the 'real world' cis. Bro's gf wanted to buy shoes and I went to Borders (bookstore) and lepaked there. Read some magazines and went to the music section. There was this rack that had Beethoven, Bach, Mozart, Chopin, Tzaichovsky (wahha donno hwo to spell), etc CDs. I wanted to buy two of them but thought 'ala don't pretend high class ass.. dahlah no money' so didn't buy them.

I was also interested in getting a psychology book called "Women & Desires" but didn't buy it either because 1) Bro and gf collapsed with laughter after listening to the title of the book and 2) Don't have money. Went home but had to wait damn long for the tram prolly coz of the protest thingy. Took more pics including litter on the tram tracks.

Went home, had dinner, bro and gf cooked. Wah damn full and best and all that *beams*. Then came online to type my blog, was at the process at uploading pics but I accidentally pressed the wrong button and this whole page refreshed!! So I lost all my crappings!!!!! I was so pissed and nearly bashed the laptop but because I am a very tolerant person, I took a deep breath and retyped everything I typed before. Now I have to go get the links for the pics again. Damn.

The pics:

I really liked this slogan.

The protest at Flinders St. A lot of people there.

The other side of Flinders St = deserted. Btw, the green trams are what I sit to Uni every morning. It's so damn slow but it beats walking. It's my main means of transportation.

Crown! Where the casino is ;)

Took this while waiting for the tram. I thought it looked good.

Hee hee wanted to look presentable coz it's a Tuesday!

Cipap expression hmm *pukes*. This is what I looked like today coz I didn't expect to see him! =(

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Always copy and paste your posts somewhere even though you think it's unlikely to disappear.

I chose to do this because I had no choice.

I thought this sentence was pretty ironic. I was reading about choice (Principles of Microeconomics) when I came across this sentence. Either that or I made the sentence up because when I went back to the book to search for the phrase, it mysteriously disappeared. Must be my imagination again, what a genius I must be. Not.

Ooh yeah! Great news! I cooked and the smoke alarm did not go off!!! It might be out of battery for all I know (does it operate on batteries?). Had my food which was 'Wah damn cheng' because I cooked it hohoho. Went to Uni but stopped at Target before that to look at bedsheets. The colours there damn teruk: cobalt blue, aquamarine, dark purple, shocking pink, dull yellow, muddy beige, puke cream, deep red and black!

I have always wanted to live in a room with black painted walls, black bedsheets, black table, black laptop and all that. But it's not possible. Because why? Coz my grandmother will come along and literally beat the shit out of me. Black was out of the question. So I looked at the other options available. Oh yeah I forgot to mention there was navy blue and light blue. I am a fan of blue colour although I'm bored of always seeing that colour but it's okay I still love you blue *cough* and I mean blue _colour_.

In the end I didn't buy any bedsheets because there's not much choice for King Single Bed unless I get a red box valance, purple fitted sheet, puke cream flat sheet and dull yellow pillows with a blue quilt cover. Yes you shall find me sleeping in the bath tub.

Met Su Fern at Baillieu Library. Read through the background reading for intro micro and went off the the lecture theatre at 2.05. After that we rushed straight to the Asia Centre for our QM LECTURE! Haih, today I wear so nice and didn't get to see QM boy cipeks. Su Fern saw him before.. she told me he looks soooo young. That's when I recalled a conversation I had with a friend of mine back then. He told me he predicted that I'd get picked up by a paedophilic man in uni(he insists I haven't reached puberty coz I don't look 18). Well, what do you know, I became the paedophile. His prediction = wrong.

Oh yeah he's a doc too just like doc liew. He's in Melb though, I just SMS-ed him two days ago with something that sounded like: "Dear doc. My right eye has less eyelashes than my left eye. What should I do?! Lolol. This is SuZen and I'm bored sitting on a tram in this sauna-like temperature." He replied, "Lol u ass i was putting a catheter in someone and thought got imprtant msg :p"

That's when I realised maybe I shouldn't go around sms-ing doctors. I might kill some innocent people in the process. What's a catheter anyway? Jeez, I'm bouncing off the topic again.

After QM lecture, go home time. On the way, the trams were stopped coz of the protest against war going on. Too bad I didn't bring my digital camera. Mental note: bring digi cam everywhere from now on. Walked to Flinders got on a tram there and went home. Threw the garbage out and washed the dishes. While I was pouring the detergent, I remembered I bought a detergent last week that said it provides 'care' for hands. I also remembered that it was the same price with the one that didn't have 'care' for hands. And I thought, obviously people wanna have 'care' for their hands right? So why waste money providing the 'non-care' for hands product too? See, sure got catch one. Maybe they put one drop of moisturiser and changed the colour of the liquid and called that 'care'. Whatever. I think of too much irrelevant stuff. Why can't I analyse maths or something while I'm washing dishes? That would be handy.

Bro came back later. He was supposed to fix my bed but we realised the screw was the wrong size! Screw it! Had to call the store again and all but the Customer bla bla bla person wasn't there (ape ni?!?!). So my aunt's gonna call tomorrow. Bro's cooking curry now best. I'm so hungry.

Oh damn I haven't done my QM homework which is due tomorrow at 9 a.m. Gotta do it now sniff. Cya.

p/s: Sue Ann. Have a good time in Japan. Good Luck there. E-mail me or something. I don't even know if you'll be reading this.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Do your homework before you type your blog damnits.

Wahahahahah!!!!

When Paul asked me what title I wanted for my blog, I thought hard of something cool as a title.. something that reflects my very well hidden intelligence. Thus, I came up with the title 'Wahahahahah' because as I said, my intelligence is very good at hiding. I planned to change the title as soon as I come up with ehr.. something better.

Three months passed and I kinda got attached to the title coz I think it _kinda_ gives an idea to accidental readers of my blog what to expect. Although just by looking at my 'lame' layout colour they probably would've already clicked "X" on the browser window.

Okay, I'm crawling away from the main point again. The point is, I CAN GO ONLINE OMGOMGOMGOMGGOMG!!!! What did I do? Type my blog lor. The thing about not going online is that I wasn't able to type what I thought would be interesting to type and by the time I _could_ type, I forgot what I wanted to type.

Roughly speaking, I like my QM tutorial. Same tute with an ex-schoolmate at Firbank. I've got two tutors called Andrew hurray. Shouldn't have a problem remembering names since I've only got 3 tutorials unless I start calling Clare as Andrew and that's highly unlikely unless I'm really suffering from on-set dementia.

As I was typing this blog, my bed arrived! I'm so happy I can finally sleep on a bed. "Why do you need a new bed ?" my friend asked me yesterday. "Because I sleep on the floor." "Oh! *malu-fied giggle*"

Yayaya QM boy! Lol!! I had 'transition to commerce' lecture on tuesday. If you had read my previous posts, you would know that it's not worth attending the lecture. I was gonna leave the lec theatre when I saw QM boy coming in! Reflex reaction: place your ass on the chair and don't move! That's exactly what I did. As I was 'am song-ing' (basking in my triumph secretly) for 15 minutes, he left!!! HAHA I WAS LIKE WTF! And I couldn't leave because smartey me placed myself in the middle seat of the row sniff. The only good news is I spent that lecture time doing my Accounting project which I would not have done if I had left. Yeah, I also made a "discovery" that I am a procrastinator through their questionaire bleh.

After that I had QM lecture yay QM lecture = QM boy okay. I still don't get why everytime I sit in the middle of the row, there'll be 5 empty spaces on my right and 5 empty spaces on my left. That's when people start looking at me wondering if I've got an infectious disease or something. After QM lecture I strolled off to the tram stop and through some manipulative.. uhh.. smart timing, I managed to get on the same tram as him. OK there wasn't really any planning involved, I just happened to be on the same tram as him coz the tram guy asked us to take the second tram where there's less people.

As I walked up, I looked at his legs (no, I'm not ham saps, his legs just happened to be there). Jeez, I think his legs are thinner than mine =( I'm jealous. I also heard his voice!! It was disappointing!! Like cartoon but nvm he's still cute. His cipap friends didn't call his name I think i'm gonna beat them up after I beat the ISP dudes up. Hueheuheuhe (oh no, I'm influenced by Jenny) then I planned to follow him all the way to Flinders to see where he lives (e.g: which line) instead of stopping at Nike to meet Jisuk (no, i'm not a stalker. i just have nothing better to do).

WTF HE STOPPED AT MELB CENTRAL HAHA I WANNA BEAT HIM UP TOO. "Why didn't you follow him to Melb Central ?" Bonnie asked. "Coz I didn't expect him to stop there and I was 'am-songing' as usual. When I looked up, he was gone!! Kekeke haih... in the end I stopped at Nike and met Jisuk. Cis, memang no fate.

But it's okay, I've got QM lecture today. Wahahahaha! Aie. cannot la. Must go back early to do my QM homework: due tomorrow sniff. I've got Intro Micro and Principles of Business Law exams next week haven't studied for them. I'm gonna fail first year because I am not disciplined and the term 'self-study' doesn't exist anywhere in my brain/dictionary/level of understanding.

One thing uni changed about me: I now attempt to iron my clothes the night before so no one would know that I usually wear un-ironed clothes straight from the clothes drying line.

Saw Serena last night to pass her the CD she wanted to pass to someone else. I watched 'My Sassy Girl'!!! Yeah I know I'm outdated, shoot me! *dies* damn, i hate rebels. Point is, the show damn gila man haha I was laughing my ass off through the first part and the second half I think my tear ducts had too much tears to spare. Good movie. No wonder it's famous.

I'm hungry. I'm gonna go cook an egg and two frankfurts. I hope the smoke alarm don't go off this time thx bye.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: My posts are getting harder and harder to read. I realise my sentences don't really make sense, they don't relate and every incident isn't in chronological order. I admire those who actually managed to stomach my blog so far *does victory dance*

Cipap 56k

Hello! In case anyone is wondering what the hell happened to me.. the stupid ISP charges us money for each month + they give us a 400Mb limit. Damn tak puas, wanna go beat them up already. So now I can't go online until the 20th (that's when they reset that limit) which means I can't type my blog.

So what the hell am I doing now? Typing my blog lor. Went to my Queen's College (kinda like a boarding place for uni students) to help my friend with Accounting. Since she's off photocopying I decided to like uhh add a post so I look cool. Not.

Just one afternoon at Queen's College and I've met people from different year levels, courses, age and origins. It's really cool here. I wish I had money. Oh yah can go online somemore memang best.

Hehe I actually didn't have the URL for typing a New Entry so I went to Doc's homepage to get in wahahhahhaa. Thx boss. Hmm gonna go to Jisuk's place later to borrow her DVDs or something. Oh ya, no more chemistry with QM boy anymore. I see him too little jeez.

Had QM tutorial today. What a coincedence, I was in the same tutorial with Mel (from Firbank). I haven't bought my QM book so to compromise, I had to take a pic of the page and view it with my digi cam. How lame. Oops friend came back, gonna go buy my QM book later or something. Cya byes.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: I am incapable without the Internet. Arghhh *runs screaming into the woods*

Today

Hehe I just realised a lot of my titles contain the word 'day'. Ok, I WOKE UP AT 6.20 THIS MORNING AND I EXPECT AN OVERWHELMING APPLAUSE AND SOME PRESENTS FOR MY EFFORT! Headache and all, I got my ass to the kitchen and microwaved two pieces of bread (my bro puts the bread in the fridge you see). Looked at his fridge, got cheese, will do well. Took it out. Looked at cupboard, got char-grilled tuna. Better. Took that out too. Wanted to check the expiry date but couldn't find. So nvm don't care. I don't mind food poisoning anyway.

I ate my first piece of bread. Cheese, tuna and olive oil (from the tuna). Haha not bad also la. Second piece of bread I was too full I don't know why so I threw it away. Had a shower and like made myself look swallowable coz i've got QUANTITATIVE METHODS today. Left at 7.48. Tram was full. Had Tic Tacs, everytime I eat tic tacs, people look at me like I'm taking medication maybe coz I eat two every 30 minutes.

Arrived, walked down to the theatre for my Accounting lecture. Since I was early and another girl was early too. She decided to talk to me and asked if the Accounting lecture was there. I said 'yeah' and all that crap. We talked and the doors opened, we went in.. While I was going in Simone (from my intro micro tute) called my name. All 3 of us went in.. sat together.. Su Fern came in later sat behind me.. Brisney came and sit in front of me. Surrounded by people I know. I felt so loved. HAHA blargh.

After Acc lec, went straight for my Acc tute. The tutor was a student in UniMelb too. He's not bad looking and he's fun. But of course, my mind was already occupied by QM boy so no, I don't have the hots for him. Anyway, he made the tute fun and it was all good =) Oh yaa... made three friends in the Acc tute. One's Phoenix (fucking cool name) from the South part of China and an Australian girl who's damn cool and friendly and a Malaysian girl from Taylor's; I don't know how to spell her name though.

Went to the library with Phoenix when I remembered I gotta print my intro micro lecture overheads so I went off to the comp lab. Had printing problems, I probably lost a few cents. Went back to library after printing, got my stuff and went for my intro micro lec. Su Fern was there with a friend called Melissa who's of course, Malaysian hurray. Then there was uhh i think her name is.. Sook Yee (from Acc tute). I didn't catch the first part of her name.. and another girl whom I also didn't catch her name but I think it contains 'Ying' in it and a guy Jason. Three of them were from Taylors. Simone was in my lecture too. She sat behind me. Then met another girl called Wan Lin (i think it's Wan Lin) from PJ, Malaysia.

After Intro Micro, I had Transition to Commerce. Sat there, took a piece of A4 paper, drew a rectangle box and began shading it with my pen. Waste of ink and time but I found that I was able to take in what the lecturer says easily while I'm doing that unproductive activity. I wonder what the people at the row behind thought of me though. Oh yeah, by that time, my stomach was already growling haha I SERIOUSLY GOTTA GET THAT MALTOX PLUS THINGY DOC RECOMMENDED ME.

After the two lectures, I had a spare hour. Went to see if anyone wanted to sell the Intro Micro book. Wow a person's selling her Intro Micro for $25! Wow she actually hasn't sold it! Wow there's no writing/scribbling/highlighting in the book! Wow I can get it tomorrow! Boo I have to arrived before 10 a.m! =( Gotta wake up early _again_. Oh yeah when I exited the E&C building, I looked around as I usually do (I like to scan the people around me kekeke) and OMG I SAW QM BOY THERE!!! WAH SO EXCITED but I was more excited about the 25 dollar intro micro book so only glanced at him and left to the corner to make the phone call.

After that, QM lecture! Went down the stairs, saw QM boy at the side. For unknown reasons.. I went back to the stairs to uhh hide? haha. Then went in for lecture.. I sat at the front middle row so I didn't get to look at QM boy. When the lecture ended, QM boy was gone. Sniff I am so not satisfied. Oh well, stomach was growling like HELL during QM! I was busy shifting trying to stop it from growling ahha *malu* and didn't pay attention to what the lecturer was saying. It's distracting my concentration! I seriously need that Maalox plus thingy man..

After QM lec, Jisuk sms-ed saying she's at Melb Central. Went over to meet her. Shouted 'LET'S GO EAT I'M GONNA DIE OF HUNGER OMG'. She's like, 'okok'. So we walked to Chinatown and I was listening to 'I want a fat babe' mp3. Being the excited piece of shit I am, I reached the part where they said 'biggie fries' so I was using my hands to u know.. show 'big' like in the flash movie.. and I accidentally hit a innocent passer-by. Buat malu only. I burst out laughing (coz I was too shocked and malu) and kept apologizing although sounds insincere coz I was laughing which made it seem like I meant to hit him but I actually meant it when I said sorry. The dude was so stunned but he managed to say 'it's okay. it's okay'. Memang bad day for him.

Went to Vietnamese restaurant (coz it's cheap and nice) and after the meal I was damn thirsty so I poured tea but it was still hot.. so I used spoon to drink my tea la.. normal mah. While I was drinking I felt like got ppl looking at me so I looked up and saw this guy staring at me with this weird, confused expression in his face. I guess first time he see ppl drink tea with a spoon la. I knew he was looking at me drink tea with a spoon coz he told his friends something like 'yum cha.. chi kang' (drink tea.. spoon).

Ciaoed the scenes. Went to the State Library. Sat there for 15 minutes, took pics inside the library. Decided I can't study. So wanted to go home. Followed Jisuk to buy some grocery went to Nike to wait for my tram. Reached home and.. uhh went online. Chatted and all that crap. Now I'm typing my blog and I'm gonna sleep soon coz have to wake up early tomorrow. Yerr.. my eyes look more and more like panda's =/ It works wonders for a panda but I don't think it does anything for me. Ergh I haven't read my PBL notes!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Be mindful that you are not the only person walking on a street.

Yesterday

I wanted to post a blog but I was too busy and tired. Anyway this is what happened yesterday. I woke up at 7 to go to uni to do my stinking intro micro homework at the library coz they have the book there. Managed to finish the work by 10. Saw Yvonne at the ground floor of the library (ah but wherelse do I expect to see a genius! Exchanged phone numbers). Went to the Economics and Commerce building to find out the room for my Intro Micro tutorial. Found out it's located in the Physics building. Hurray! Extra walking for me WTF. It's damn far away cis. On the way I met Dish and Mel at diff occasions/times. It's hard to see a person twice in uni.

Anyway went there, they wrote Podium 9 on the sheet and there's only one Podium there. I found the room 209 but the goddamn podium 9 bugs the shit out of me I had to call a series of people before coming to the conclusion that the Podium 9 bit was just there to con dumb asses like me into creating more revenue for the phone company.

Intro Micro tute was pretty cool. Only about 16 of us and at first I was the only one sitting at one of the round tables they had there. I was perfectly content with my situation but the fact that other people were stealing glances in my way looking like they pity me or something kinda disturbs me. It reminds me of the way I felt when I was at the cinema watching movie alone. I wish people would help make it easier for a person who's alone jeez.

Anyways later my table suddenly filled up with 3 other ppl who just arrived (wahahha i'm so lucky). One's from Beijing but she's been in NZ for a while another is Malaysian but lived in Singapore or something. Both are girls. Another is a guy from Malaysia, KL he did pre-u in KL but that's about all I know..

The tutor was pretty cool. She won't ask us to do presentations which is cool coz she said it usually goes overtime and we won't get things done and also coz most of us probably hates presenting. I am so with her! Yay! It made me had more feel for microeconomics. Oh yeah the work I dyingly did wasn't even checked. No answers also.. It's like, don't have to do hahaa wtffff!

After tute (ends at 11) I lepaked around the E&C buildings looking at the boards for Intro Micro books for sale.. very few compared to the week before so I went off the another building and finally I called about 15 people and all of them already sold their books. Omg I don't even dare to think what my phone bill will be this month. It's such a scary thought. I'm gonna be broke then I'll have to pawn my mobile phone or something (as if).

Met Karina and followed her to sell some Math books to some guy who's from Malaysia (can tell by listening to his accent). Then I walked to the Law faculty to get my subject materials and walked back to school and planned to go home but in front of the Federal Square and there was a crowd of people. Being the curious piece of crap I am, I naturally walked over to have a look and ended up spending 45 minutes standing watching a group of people perform some kung fu thing without touching each other. It was pretty cool but what's cooler is one of the members is damn good looking wahahahhaa *clears throat* Anyway I kinda recorded the thingy but not enough MB i forgot to change my mem card so tak jadi record the guy =(

Arrived home at around 3 and heated the food aunt gave me on Sunday. I had this craving for a fried egg so I fried it and when I was looking for the egg in the fridge I saw a pack of frankfurts bought by my bro. So I took one and fried it too. Don't know why everytime I cook the smoke alarm sure goes off. Maybe coz I forgot to on the fan thing hahahaha luckily no firemen came or something coz went off for a while only =D

Had my food and the uhh... burnt frankfurt (I meant for it to be burnt okay!). Later than night I confessed to my bro that I ate his food. I kinda.. used an indirect way of telling I asked 'hey kor the frankfurts in the fridge can eat or not' and he said 'better not.. i think expired already.' Me: '!!!!' HAHA WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. So I told him 'Oh shit I ate one wor' and he asked if it tasted funny and I said I don't know coz it was burnt and all haha but it kinda tasted good. He said okay then but don't eat it anymore lol.

Sheesh trust my bro to keep expired food in his fridge bleh. Trust me to eat them. Went only from maybe 4-5 then mom called me to call her. Called her and talked then lied on the floor for a while then went online again (my fun life). Did my Accounting tute homework while chatting with 6 people at the same time. I admire my hidden talents (actually 3 questions only and still got a lot of other work I haven't done coz not pressing :P).

Oh yeah one of the guys from the acc lec who added me on msn, his nickname was 'come play CS with me'. I admit I am somewhat prejudiced against people who play CS coz my bro plays CS and anything my bro does is lame. So I thought 'aie this person no hope one la' haha turns out (i stalked him) that he got 99+ for his ENTER and he's Melb High's school pianist bleh. I donno why but I felt ashamed, he's got even more hope than I'll ever have hahaa. Had to sleep early coz I wanted to wake up the next day to eat breakfast. Will tell you the reason why next post. Slept at 11.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't judge a person by the game he/she plays.

9.15

This is the time I start to type my post. I wonder what time it will be when I end my post. Yay I bought a bed today! Although it means I'm broke and I'll still be sleeping on the floor for two weeks but it's okay. It's the thought that counts. I also bought a table lamp wah feeling so studious and all. Got two big ass folders and I'm gonna get another table so we could move all the electronic things out of my room and into the living room.

I'm pretty pumped up for getting serious with studies now. Just one problem: I don't have a book. WTF HOW CAN I DO MY TUTORIAL WORK WITHOUT A BOOK THIS IS INSANE THIS IS CRAP THIS SUCKS AND I'VE GOT MY FIRST MICROECONOMICS TUTORIAL TOMORROW AND I'LL LOOK BAD. HELL! I hate Microeconomics man.. I don't know shit about it. I don't want to know shit about it. It's so boring and.. boring. I just don't get it! Plus, without a book, I'm practically screwed. Wahhh I don't wanna go to tutorial unprepared but I got no choice. I tried searching online but to no avail.

I can only pray that my tutor gets a heart attack and faints (I'm not that evil, I just cursed him to faint not die) so we can have our tutorial on another day. Yay. Oh well, I guess I'll just go to school early tomorrow and see what I can do. Life stinks.

Went to aunt's place today. Watched the F1 at her place. Felt disappointed coz Ferrari didn't win. Damn cipap but nvm since I'm an optimistic person, I found something else to be happy about. The top 3 cars used Michelin tyres hohoho not that it has anything to do with me but bangga la for no particular reason. Told you I'm an optimistic person, always finding something to be happy about.

Unfortunately, I also have something to rant about. Tomorrow is Labour Day for Melbourne. Obviously it's a public holiday and not even the State Library is open. SO WHY THE HELL MUST UNI MELB BE SO RAJIN AND FORCE US TO GO FOR OUR TUTES/LECS?! ARGH APE NI TAK RESPEK PUBLIC HOLIDAYS I DAMN GERAM NOW SNIFF.

Oh I watched that 'I Not Stupid' movie today. Damn gila like crazy. Hmm... I should stop here coz I ought to call my friend and ask if she could bring her Microecons book for me to use before I buy one =( The only thing I'm looking forward to now is QUANTITATIVE METHODS on tuesday. But got so many lectures on that day :'( somemore start at 9 a.m. end at 4.15 p.m. Haih.... bye bye.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Get your books!

I found my glass of water in the desert!

Haha but only can see cannot touch =/ Anyway, went to City to meet Lin A Mah. Went to enquire about learning Italian OMG it's so expensive haha. Plus it takes up a lot of my time. I'll have to ask my mom and think over it carefully since I'm so lazy and all. Went to State Library to read a Accounting chapter (coz I didn't read it last week haha) and took 5 hours to read one chapter serious shit! First time I see people (myself) take so long to read 28 pages hahaha.

Left the city at around 6 and came back home. Called a few people to enquire about books but then all of them sold theirs already!! *sniff* coz I asked last minute kekeke. Went online until 10 something then a friend from Malaysia who stayed over at our place this weekend came back. I disconnected coz 56k sucks so he copied music and videos from my laptop while I'm offline until 12 coz he had to choose songs and videos and my files are all over the place hehe.

Came back online. No one was online! =( Someone added me on MSN though, it was another person from the Accounting lecture but he isn't online either. Oh yeah.. I wanna complain. Why gays look so good? It's not fair damnits. I wished I were gay.. uhh maybe not.

Damn I just came to the conclusion that today is a very boring day. I've got nothing to write! Oh yeah I was planning to ask someone a question but he bloody went offline in my face! So I guess I'll just post it here not like anyone would answer anyway but I'll try to force some perspective stalkers of mine to answer them hohoho.

[19:54] Shade says: if you look at a girl more than 4 times.. would it be because
[19:54] Shade says: 1) she's looking at you
[19:54] Shade says: 2) coz she looks too damn ugly u're thinking how the hell she came to this world
[19:54] Shade says: 3) coz u're interested in her
[19:54] Shade says: 4) u think she looks familiar
[19:54] Shade says: 5) she looks too damn cool
[19:54] Shade says: 6) it was an accident
[19:54] Shade says: 7) she's got bad taste in clothes
[19:54] Shade says: 8) you want her to notice you exist
[19:54] Shade says: 9) it's a plot: you pretend u're interested in her so she falls for you but in fact you don't give 10 cents about her.
[19:54] Shade says: 10) you've got nothing else to do
[19:54] Shade says: 11) you think she looks attractive

Oh yeah haha coz I was laming outside the library before I got INto the library. Here are pics of my second home. No I don't go there to study obviously haha it's a good place for stalking unknown people.

If this guy were alive, he'd be my boyfriend.

This is the entrance!

This is a car! I took this a few days before the Grand Prix and I'm uploading it here just for the sake of uploading.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Pay attention to studies instead of trivial matters.

Free Friday!

Hmm woke up at 10 this morning. It feels so good to be able to wake up late! I have two 9 a.m. lectures and a lot of 11 a.m. lectures so I have to wake like 2 and a half hours before =( Lin A Mah had a lecture at 11 so I prepared our lame breakfast while she prepared for uni.

We met at Windsor station later at 12.30 coz planned to go to Firbank (our high school) today to request for the refund of our deposit. Went to the Boarding House, Marion (BH mistress) wasn't there so we went off to the Receptionist to get our visitor passes. Feels so weird to be a visitor in the school we spent so much time at (we lived there for two years). Met a lot of friends younger than us. It was cool to see that they've levelled up a year and will join us at uni soon.

Saw our teachers too. They were very nice and they asked how we were doing and all. I guess Monash and Melbourne uni are kinda good unis coz their reactions were really great when we told them what uni we're in. I guess we must've really sucked at high school to get this kinda reaction sniff. Okay so I admit I was a lazy internet freak then (and now) but I'm kinda lucky mah.. Luck is also important cis!

Anyway, we handed in our letters of authorisation and went off to the Boarding House to get Lin A Mah's things and to write a message to Marion. I miss the Boarding House! I really do. Now I look at my bro's place and I feel like puking. Heh heh after doing all the necessary stuff we left. Serena by taxi and my by train coz she has things to carry.

Came home and went online, checked MSN. Remember I said during Accounting lecture, I made friends with the people sitting in the same row with me? So one of them passed a piece of paper down and we wrote our e-mail addresses. And two of them added me on MSN. And the guy sent us an e-mail with the e-mail adds there but I donno who is who hehe.

Hmmm oh yeah good news. Since I came back some people told me I have slimmed down. Although they said 'abit' but nvm la still happy mah wahahahah. And in uni have to walk everytime from one theatre to another. Walk to Law Faculty. Walk to Comp Lab. Walk to Library. Walk to QUANTITATIVE METHODS LECTURE =DDDD Enough bullshit. I am hungry now but I already ate Fried Kuay Teow with Lin A Mah this afternoon and I'm broke =( Living out of Boarding House is so hard urgh.

Reasons why I think don't have friends:

HAHA DAMN YONG SUI LIKE SHIT! SOMEMORE DONNO WHY IN UNI MY HAIR OWNSELF BECOMES STRANDY KONONNYA WANNA PAN COOL BUT I DIDN'T GEL IT!!!

THIS IS WORSE!!! BUT I NOT SENGAJA WANNA LOOK LIKE THIS. I JUST IMAGINE HOW I USUALLY LOOK AT UNI AND TOOK THE PIC MANATAU LOOKS SO YONG SUI KEKEKE NO WONDER NO FRIENDS LA!

But then luckily, I also look like this so still got _some hope_:

I smiled there!! Although makes my face look fat but no choice la

See!! I got chance!! I guess I should smile more although people might think i'm insane smiling alone *coughs*

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't always complain about something because you might miss it later =/

First week over!

Hehe I don't have class tomorrow coz it's tutorial and there are no tutorials for the first week. Slept over at Lin A Mah's place yesterday and today. Arrived at her place at around 10 something. She was gonna take the 10.33 train and I needed to take a tram to unimelb and reach there before 11 for my PBL lecture. Left my stuff at her place and both of us ran to different directions. Sucks for me coz trams weren't working that day in the city. Had to walk from Collins St. to UniMelb in half an hour. Somehow, I miraculously survived and reached there at 11 sharp. Go me!

Later I found out I could've just took a tram at Elizabeth St. but nvm la exercise is good for our health. Had lecture until 1. Karina was in the same lecture as me yay! Then it was over. Only one lecture for the day then I went to meet my bro who brought me to a bulletin to buy 2nd hand books. I saw one for Accounting 40 bucks so I called her. She's Malaysian 2nd year and she was like telling me the book's condition is not that good. Being the over-reacting ass I am, I imagined 'torn cover, pages torn, spilt coffee, pages falling out and all' so that night I called her and asked for 35 bucks which she agreed but sounded kinda reluctant. I think she regretted telling me about the book's condition.

Ate at Taiwanese cafe with Serena and all. Walked a lot yesterday. Went back to her place and talked about stuff at our uni. We then tried to make reasons why both of us still don't have friends. Finally after demonstrating how we walk, act, stand, look, stare at people and all, we came to the conclusion that, we both looked too cool/yong sui. Haha people are prolly 1.) scared of us or 2.) tempted to punch us a few times. I believe the latter is more popular.

So today both of us decided to uhh, be friendlier, she tried to dress friendly and I tried to not use my mp3 player and smile more. Obviously it worked coz she made an Aussie girl friend. And me, well, I was sitting in the accounting lecture and miraculously I was early so I saw beside this girl la. She asked me what's my name so introduced and all rupa-rupanya she's malaysian from alor setar but studied at Sunway for one year. Then the guy beside me asked if we could move in one spot for his friends and we moved and he said sorry and all then asked where am i from. I said Malaysia la then I asked 'u' and all. Rupa-rupanya he's born in australia but his parents are malaysian. Then another guy sat beside my new Malaysian girl friend and he introduced himself from Kuching in Malaysia. Hurray! Four Malaysians in a row! How fun!

The girl was really nice. She brought me around and to the computer lab!!! Printed my lecture stuff and she went off to help out with this club she joined. We exchanged numbers =) Went to comp lab checked my timetable. My exemption has been approved and i'm doing PBL officially now. Luckily it fitted perfectly and my QUANTITAVE METHODS times did not change!! Went to meet the girl I was supposed to buy the Acc book from the book was pretty good in fact, I donno what's so bad about it. So I paid her 40 bucks since it was worth it and what is 5 bucks to make a friend.. or something haha actually. I was like brainless and said cya when she isn't finished talking. How rude of me. Her friend was with her 2nd year. Both malaysians but her friend is in the same Accounting lecture as me. i didn't get her name coz I'm lame. Followed Bonnie to Law faculty since I had nothing to do till 3. Met her friend Rachel from Shanghai. Lenglui and don't look like shanghainese hehe.

Went for QUANTITATIVE METHODS!!! Felt very happy there although cannot concentrate ahaha had Microeconomics but cannot concentrate again hehe. Microeconomics is hard man. Maybe coz I didn't concentrate =P Went to city to meet Serena and her Japanese friend Yuna. Met a friend of ours and he paid for our dinners at a Japanese restaurant =D Went to check out his new place it was so cool oh man I loved the toilet omg.

Sent Yuna to Flinders St then followed Serena back to her place. Was supposed to go home tonight but since I have no class tomorrow and we're gonna go to Firbank tomorrow, I might as well sleep over at her place. Today's pretty cool I guess mainly coz of QUANTITATIVE METHODS HEE HEE HEE!!!

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: You need motivation to like a subject you would normally hate.

My timetable..

isn't so bad after all. I'm basically free (as in, one lecture/tutorial only) on monday, wednesday and friday. Tuesday and Thursday are shit but it's okay coz there's QUANTITATIVE METHODS ON THOSE DAYS!!! I'M SO MOTIVATED TO ATTEND THAT CLASS OMGOMGOMGOGM *EXCITED*. Woke up late today. Was supposed to wake at 7 but I'm kinda deaf so I only heard the alarm at 7.30 which probably explains why my phone was out of battery this afternoon.

Didn't wash my hair this morning *gasp* coz I rather don't wash my hair than attend a lecture late. Took a quick shower, changed and sped out of the unit. Lucky for me, a tram came as soon as I crossed the road and off I go to unimelb. Reached the stop a few minutes before the lecture started. Prob was, I didn't know where the lecture theatre for Accounting 1A was. Called Bonnie a few times, asked two girls, finally found it. Few minutes late, I prolly reached there at 9.05 instead of 9. But then, tons of people were later than me lolol wtf. Lecture hall was mad packed. Bro told me it's normal for the first week to be damn packed coz people wanna berlagak rajin and next week I'll be like 'eh? where's everyone?'. Kekeke.

Coz first week got no tutorial, I had 10-12 off. Went to State Library and lamed there stalking people, looking at them and all. Went back to uni at 11.30 to realise I donno where my Intro Micro lecture's gonna be held. Had to go online check, look at posts, asked a girl, found it. Intro Micro was okay, should be fun I think. Had Transition to Commerce lecture straight after at 1 which is at the same place so that's cool. I get to place my bum there longer without moving.

Had 2-3 off, so I went to activate my e-mail while walking around uni, looking at people and buildings. Had QUANTITATIVE METHODS AT 3.15-4.15!!!! I like QM. It's cool. Kekeke *winks*. Also had to go online, look at posts and a map to find the lecture hall for QM. After QM, went to city centre. Met Jisuk and had Burger King coz I'm cheap. Jisuk told me my timetable is better than hers keke I'm so lucky. Lin A Mah was supposed to come but by the time she came I was at the library stalking unknown people and Jisuk was on her way back home to Brighton *tee hee*.

Two people introduced themselves to me today. Cathy who's Hongkie from Accounting lecture and Connie who's from Canton and she's in my Intro Micro lecture. That's basically all I know about them. Bekoswhy? COZ I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE ANYMORE. hmmpf.. nobody wanna make friends with me anymore.. they don't even wanna talk to me unless they have no choice like Connie and Cathy who were malang enough to sit beside me during the two lectures.

I wonder.. is it coz today i was looking cool, listening to mp3s while standing bergayaly at a corner/against the wall everytime without smiling/talking coz I didn't have enough sleep for one week? Or is it coz I just suck? ARGH!!! Okay I admit.. it did occur to me that maybe I should actually make an attempt to smile/talk to people. But then where got mood to smile when you don't have enough sleep and u're hungry.. and where got mood to talk when it means I have to turn off my mp3 player? Ouch my hand cramp.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Learn to communicate.

First day at Uni

and I already ponteng (skipped) one lecture kekeke. It's my only lecture for the day and I skipped it *beams*. Coz as we all know I haven't completely enrolled and I had to go get my Student Card before I can access to my timetable. But the queue was so long it's not even funny. Anyway luckily I got there early (woke up at 7.30 reached there at around 9 _alone_ my bro wanted to sleep wtf) so the queue wasn't as long as I thought after I saw the queue again later.

Had no prob enrolling except that I accidentally dropped the $2 coin into the woman's coffee kekeke. She had to go rinse the coin and get rid of the coffee. Haih.. why must I always do stuff like that. Took my pic for Student Card. Student card is lame. I saw Jisuk's and Lin A Mah's cards before I saw mine. Goddamnit their cards are so cool and I don't even wanna describe mine. Dahlah my hair was messy you could see strands of hair on my student card pic. What's worse is I can't renew that card coz every year they'll just stick a sticker there to show that you've "upgraded" your card. Argh!

Whatelse.. I finally know how to use a map! It's pretty handy but I looked like a total newbie with the map and that lame plastic bag with forms in it sniff. I'm supposed to look cool damnits!!! Saw a lot of gaya Korean dudes kekeke. Called Karina, SMSed Bonnie and my bro (all 2nd year students). Turns out Karina is taking PBL too!! So we're gonna go to the same lecture. We both missed the lecture today coz of me. She was so nice and waited for me and we both decided to go on Wednesday. Plus she bought food for me while I was enrolling =)))

Applied for exemption from Business Computing. Got my photocopy card which looks better than the Student Card and lamed around the campus while bumping into Karina's friends. Didn't get to meet Sun Jae as planned coz she doesn't have a mobile and I didn't think that I would need to queue for that long to enroll. I hope she's in the same Accounting tutorial as me but I doubt so. Jisuk and Lin A Mah were laughing in my face yesterday coz they predict I'm gonna get the shittiest timetable coz I was late hmmpf.

Went for lunch with Karina then came back home. Watched the Ada Apa Dengan Cinta VCD I bought in Malaysia. WTF they censored the kissing part.. if there's a kissing part. Shouldn't have bought original cis. Now I'm downloading the DVD decoder so I can watch Hero. Thought I'd post an entry while I'm waiting.

Hmm.... uni seems okay but like kinda hard to know people. I can tell although it's only my first day at uni heahehahea. Luckily first week don't need to attend tutorials for first year students =D Can lepakla for a while. OMG I JUST SAW MY TIMETABLE!! IT'S REALLY SHIT LOLOL OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!! No la actually I donno hahaha wtf I don't understand my timetable rar.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Apply for subjects early if you don't want to get shitty timetables.

Melbourne!

Hi HI!! I'm back in Melbourne. Arrived last night at midnight hehe. As most of you would already know, I got my visa in time!! I'm so lucky lol and I got a good seat and there were no babies/couples around me yay! The only prob is I had to transit at Sydney for 1 hour 25 minutes but that's okay I survived. Hehe then sitting beside me was two men I think they're Dutch or something. European la. And they were with a group for 6-7 men in the flight all wearing 'Michelin' uniform. Some of them quite 'yau yeng'. Today only I realised why there were here.. coz of the Grand Prix!!! Aiya!! If I had known earlier would've berfriend with them who knows they know handsome racers kekeke.

Was one of the first few who got through the immigration thingy but the baggage came out so late there wasn't any point in reaching early. I declared stuff. had to go through the special lane coz I ticked the 'dangerous weapons, illegal drugs, etc' part coz I brought medicines and they had medicines there. They had to scan my bags hahaha but at least not many people in that lane. I should do that again hee hee. Bro and gf was already waiting when I came to the Exit. Took a taxi home. Was 11 degrees last night according to the pilot. Haih.. no bed. Have to sleep on a mattress. Think I'll only get a bed next week jeez.

Slept at 3 a.m. coz was unpacking and all. Woke up at 11 in the morning coz friend called. Left home at around 2 and went to Lin A Mah's new apartment with Jisuk. Bought mandarin rusky to drink hehe coz sub-zero got four and Lin A Mah is advised by her doc not to drink alcohol if she wants to have good skin. wow her apartment's damn cool! very high class and forbidden like that hohoho. She also bought us presents. so nice. I bought her eyedrops and software CDs. I think Jisuk's gonna move to the City too. I'm jealous, I think. But it's cool coz I can always stop by their place on my way back from melb uni. Went to Target with them coz Serena wanted to buy rice cooker and bedsheet for the sofa bed she prepared for her visitors (namely me kekeke and others, of course).

After buying those had early dinner at 5 and left for home at 7. Took pics of the cars they had in display at the city for Grand Prix but I'm using my bro's comp (his keyboard sucks) and I don't want any of my stuff touching his comp keke. Saw Stella and Jill on the tram with their friends. Turns out we have to take the same tram to get home except that theirs is the last stop and mine isn't.

Checked my lecture time and found out I've got a lecture for Principles of Business Law tomorrow at 11 but then I have to show my results to get exempted from Business Computing before I can take PBL. Means I have to go to Uni very early. Sucks. Bro's friends gonna come later to watch soccer hehe I'm afraid can't sleep tonight then tomorrow wake up late with pimples heaheaheah.

Haih everything is so expensive now. I can't even get concession tickets anymore I'm so sad. Cannot eat at city as often as before anymore. Haha damnit I dowan to learn how to cook *cries* *tee hee* Tomorrow's my first day in Uni I'm so excited! What if I went in the wrong class or something. I hope I meet my friends or make new friends or something. What if nobody wanna friend me =( I'm gonna go to a corner and whine now. Cya.

Moral of the story/Thought of the day: Don't go out when you don't have money.